love ko star circle quest

hehe, wala lang. gusto ko lang ishare na tuwang tuwa ako sa show na ito ever since...
pero let me tell you about my weekend na lang.
ang saya saya!!!
i love hanging out with my acil fwends. more than sharing with them the greatest years of my life, iba talaga ang friendships na namumuo. wahehehe.
basta parang makaka-level mo talaga sila and you can share your whole true being sa kanila without being afraid.. basta!
and what i enjoyed the most, more than the videoke, more than preparing food together, more than hangin out, being pigs (buhay baboy) together, more than the movie marathons, more than laughing with them dahil sa kanya kanya naming kagaguhan at kabarokan, is our conversations, which can range from silly to serious, from nonsense to philosophical, from the ultra mega shallow to the super deep talaga, from the stories of our day-to-day stress to something as personal as our prayer life, from sharing what pisses us and turns us off to our dreams and plans for the not so distant future...
o diba, san ka makakahanap ng mga kaibigan na ganyan? and mind you, di lang kami iilan, kundi more or less isang dosena ito ng magkakaibigan. hayyy... nakakasenti talaga. i missed them a lot and im glad na until now, each of us still desires to be together kahit once in a while lang...
we promised to meet every year. sana nga tuloy tuloy... sana nga twice a year e!
our next weekend gimik is scheduled in september/october, pag sembreak na ulet.
anyway, kainis nga lang we (ian ken, aja and i) had to leave early. :(
ah, basta, me loved the trip! wish i also had a resthouse atop my own bundok katulad nina citas. ahehehe.
ill upload pixes for you guys to see!!!
wait nga lang, let me figure out how to do this. ahehehe, such a long time na since i put pixes on my blog eh.


taken pagkadating namen. man! how we missed hanging out together! feeling asa council pa ren nga e, pero wala ng veto power si ian ken ha?! :D wala ng meeting meeting! videoke, pigging out on junkfood and movie marathons na lang!!!


wahehehe, familia zaragoza daw o... hehehe.




antagal ko ng di nakakakita ng sunrise. antagal ko na ren na-feel ung i havent slept at all tapos makikita kong unti unting lumiliwanag... shempre, bangag and hyper the rest of the day!!!


ang view namen actually ay isang chicken farm at sandamakmak na kabundukan...at ang sunrise shempre!


basta sa may stairs ito leading to the gazebo... shempre dapat ma-picture-an den ang mansion nina citas. ahehehe.







i swear, parang baguio ba! colder pa nga e!


ansaya saya ng larong ito, basically kasi madami ang kasali tsaka gumagana ang utak mo. ahehehe. basta perfect for us pampalipas oras... cranium ulet next tym ah?!!!





we had to leave early so this is our farewell pic. ayaw namen kasama ang boys sa pix e, sila na lang ang picture takers...







we missed the indoor pool... huhuhu... waaahhhhh!!! me want pa naman to swimmie sa pool and play shake shake shampoo!!!





feeling meteor garden buh... ngek! ahehehe.








o sha, ill upload more pix soon!!! :D
basta, thanks sobra sa aking lovely friends, kayo ang grupong love na love ko talaga kasama...
me-an, glenda, joy m., joyish, aja, ian ken, ge, eyps, alex shox, citas, ellen...
sana ung iba makapunta next tym, ah!

ryt now, im enjoying a literati game with ryann and reggie

at kanina pa kami, mga 2pm pa ata. hehe.
later, overnyt!!!
wheee!!!
saturday, overnyt dennnn!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
looking forward to the weekend!!!
ansaya sayaaaaaaa!
sige gotta go!!!

i had a nice day hanging out with kit yesterday. yeps, datey datey!!!
and i discovered the best bump car place... RIVERBANKS!!!
dahil walang mashadong tao, ud have that whole area for yourself, and the ride must've lasted for more than 5 minutes!!! as in, parang ang tagal tagal! hehehe.
well, yon lang naman. masaya lang magbump car, tapos maghalo-halo sa chowking, though i personally think it wasnt worth 67 bucks.
datey datey again laterrrrrrrr!!! wheee... sana pauwiin na kami ulet. ahehehe. hayyyy. im thinking na tuloy kumuha ng part-time job sa hapon. tutoring siguro. hmmmm.
inaantok ako. slept late na last nyt e.
i forgot something na i-share dito... wag na nga lang...
hehe, si Ge, parang tatay na nase-stress over our outing. ahehehe. pero go na go na talaga!!! wheee!!! muntik pang i-take back ni mama ung pagpayag nya. shets... magtimpi ka lang anna... hehehe.
heinako. nag-iintay na lang talaga ako dito. makapaglaro nga muna ng game...

m kinda pissed

kasi pwede na kami umuwi but then, i cant kasi im stuck with this company that has a lot of directors at ang dami pang issues. grrr. oh well, i know i shouldnt really complain....
pinayagan na pala ako for the weekend!!! yay!!! :D
o sha, ill finish this company pa so i can go na. :D

and i havent sharpened my pencils yet

im just halfway thru jerry maguire when it was announced that we could go na. yeeehaaa!!!
awwww talaga ang movie pala na ito. i think ill finish it b4 i go home.
nako, di pa ko nakakapagpaalam. my mom went to the hospital kasi. hay nakoooo. pero astig daw ung place nina cits.
sabi nga ni bujoy: indoor pool, giant tv....bog grounds, fountain, lahat!
yay!
we'll be with her parents den so may chaperon plus an army of bodyguards pa. hehehe. citas' dad kasi is a general. o diba?
well. im listening to the ending credits of jerry maguire.. nice...
o well, that's it. im going :D

im gonna eat my fave ritz cheese sandwich crackers too...

At a Glance... Refreshing in 7 seconds

No Companies assigned
You have processed 0 companies today

There are 0 companies in the U.S. Research Queue today

so bale, no work again today. yahoooo!!! hehehe. on my list for to-dos today is:

-sharpen my new colored pencils
-arrange my workstation for the nth time
-update my phonebook
-watch jerry maguire
-separate to-throw from to-keep
-study updated level 1 guidelines... hehe, yeah right.

hopefully, finish them all before lunch time, hehe, cos, most probably ill be headed for somewhere else after lunch. :D
wheeee...

heheh. uwian na naman...

:D wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i have a dilemma

i still havent told my mom about my plans to go to citas' resthouse over the weekend... nako, tapos ge told me im in charge pa of lunch on saturday. yaiks. they want me to cook the sinigang. nakopow, e kit's the one who makes the better sinigang e, pero i cant really bring him along kasi nga it's for council 2001-2003. tapos ive got no money to spare pa until i get my sweldo on friday. yap, that's me, rich sa unang linggo, poor na sa ikalawang linggo kasi nai-splurge na nung weekend. hayyy. very bad habit. kaya namumulubi na bago makuha ang sweldo. huhuhu.
the bigger dilemma is how to tell my mom so that she would allow me. i swear, sabi nga ni ge, you can make paalam pero sana, hindi ka na pipigilan. hay nako, wish ko lang. pero mom is in the stage na palagi dapat together ang family, and if you want to have fun, dapat with the family na, etc. etc. hayyy. poor poor me.
so im torn between telling the truth or making up another teeny white lie... sheeeshhh. fine, konsensya! it's not a teeny lie, but a major one, considering that ill be gone for the entire weekend. ge is suggesting pa nga na i take a leave for friday... pero ayoko ren naman, kasi i can go there with ian ken den naman, since he's going to follow na lang den. hayyy. im still torn.
isa pa, i havent told Kit yet. yaiks. ill tell him na later. pero for sure magtatampo yon. heinako.
add to that pa, my phone is tinotopak. ayaw nya magturn on, leche tlaga. i dont know what's wrong with it, at di ko pa mapapaayos cos i dont have any money. di ko naman maipaayos sa friend ng mom ko, cos she'll have to take it to that person, at pagnaayos, she might tinker with my messages. at kung anu ano na naman iisipin non. aysuskodayyyyyy!!!
work is finished na ata for the day. sana they send us home early again :D hehehe. wish ko lang.

uwian na namaaannnn

haha, ilang blog entries ko na ba ang ganito ang title. :D more to come pa yan! :D
yay, will read da vinci code naaa!!!
kaya lang leche, anlakas ng bagyong enteng... di ako makaalis. grrr...

so much for my vow to be early...

heinaku.
when i arrived no companies were assigned to me na kasi 9 lang ang pumasok for the day, kaya wala ata akong work na naman the whoooole day. pero sabi ko nga sa sarili ko maaga na ko papasok para kahit papano i can work. sheeesshhh. my head is just so bigat in the mornings, it takes a full 15 minutes before i can get my butt out of the bed or chair. hayyy...
sana pauwiin ulet come lunch time. hehehe.
pero sana lang it doesnt rain when it's time to leave, kasi i left my umbrella. huhuhu. nako no, i super hate rainy days talaga when im commuting. yesterday i wore pa naman my black slacks at nakakainis kasi talagang it got so wet *shivers* kakaasar pa lalo when the mrt stopped sa santolan pano ba naman a billboard nga flew straight to the mrt path ata. leche.
hayyyyy.
anyway for today, im going to fix the stuff on my desk nga and the top two drawers. hayyy, what a life for somebody employed like me... oy, di maganda no, kakaburat.
i want to study na this sem! kaso hehe, lack of funds, bwahaha, di kasi ako ma-save na tao. sayang si gelo ata magmasters sa marketing, e di sana baka makasabay ako para may karamay ako... promise, kung me kadamay ako id give marketing masters a shot kasi feeling ko masbearable na sha. pero kung hindi id go for industrial relations kasi masmadadalian ako tsaka don naman ako interested e. masmalaki nga lang ata ang "value" kung marketing ang kukunin ko...
speaking of savings, well, one of the factors naman kasi na i cant save is because, i pay for the bills na kaya! i pay for electricity, water and the phone bill which can amount up to P3,000 a month. so technically sana ganon den kalaki ang savings ko a month... my mom kasi uses her sweldo to pay ata for insurance, tsaka we have a relative now na super sick (kinulam daw...) so she's helping out dun financially. which is okay lang naman by me, wala naman akong choice hehehe.
this weekend, mag-grocery kami at bibili ng school supplies ni mara. and yes, ako ang gagastos. yes... kaya ko na magka-pamilya. joke! hehehe.
im excited na to grocery and school supplies shop! as in feeling ko, mas excited pa ko pag ganun than buying clothes and stuff... ermmm... well, i guess kasi masmadami ung nabibili ko kaya masexciting, hehehe. kasi when i shop for clothes and other abubots, di naman ako shopping spree type e. kung baga, tingi tingi lang. maximum na ata ang 25 items, divisoria mode pa yon. hehehe.
im planning pala na mag-apply for a plan na lang sa globe. baka kasi masmaka-save ako (wehhhh...) ryt now im averaging P1500 monthly sa prepaid e. sayang naman. ewan. ill look into that pa.
im also thinking of getting a credit card since im eligible for one na. hmmm... sana lang i dont become a revolver (bank term for one who doesnt pay bills in full)
o sha, ill start fixing my stuff na. heinaku. another dayyyyyyyyyyy...

uwian na namannnnn

at least i was productive. managed to organize by date ung company meetings that i handled plus the ones that got delivered to clients. tapos natiklop ko pa ung mga sangkatutak kong plastic. hehehe.
tomorrow ill fix the top two drawers and then ung mismong table ko na den.
research lang ako for a while about stray dogs tapos uwi na ko.
baket ba ko magresearch about stray dogs ika mo?
heinaku, my mom got bitten by a dog the other day!!! :( wawa naman mom ko. huhuhu.
dapat ung dog owner ung magbayad for her shots e diba? diba?! harumph... better call that lady again nga...

finished work for the day

11 am. bum bum bum bum.
hay nako. im going to inquire na nga about studying. i dont think i can stand any more days of bumming around... well, shempre mas-ok kesa stressed pero id have to find ways to ever be so productive.
studying this coming sem is out of the question muna. cant shell out the cash yet so baka sa 2nd semester/ trimester.
pauline told me to take ung modules na lang kasi its easier and more effective than taking a masteral degree. hmmm. july naman ung start nung module na im interested in so i can think more about that naman.
ah, alam ko na, ill fix na lang may workstation. hehe, ang kalat kalat kasi. o sha.
sana we go home after lunch na. :D

sooooooooooo BUSOG!!!

grabe, i love my job! ;)
naglunch out kami sa dad's today!!! woohoo! buffet na, eat all you can paaaaaaaaaaa.
grabe, busog na busog talaga ako, alam mo ung feeling na puputok na ung sa loob ng tiyan mo. hehe, shempre, bira lang ng bira! masarap e! lalo na ung desserts! yum! pero i just got a teeny weeny bit of everything, kasi nga im on the verge of being a diabetic na. maaannn, talk about sinful!!! grabe talaga, ate a lot of sashimi and tempura den! the roast beef is sooo goooooodddd! man, ang sarap tlaga! havent been that busog in ages! ansarap sarap. shux, wish id stayed there pa, till matunawan hehehe. tingnan mo naman, akala ko kami na ni ryann ung last people to come back in sa office, aba, isa pa kami sa mga una. pwede na kaya umuwi? hehe, just processed one company for the day and that's it.
sana pala, nagtagal kami ni ryann sa powerbooks. sheesshhh... sayang.
nicholas sparks has another book out, the wedding. me want to buy! gusto ko panindigan ang pagiging nicholas sparks' fanatic! :D pero me want to buy the Da Vinci Code also... hmmm... iniisip ko nga kung hiramin ko na lang e. hmmm...
hehe, meron akong gustong ipangalan sa anak ko na kakaibang pangalan, pero she might hate it. naaliw kasi ako sabihin.
juniper.
hehe. try mo bigkasin.
juniper.
hehe, parang sablay na malabong jennifer, hehe. pero diba juniper is a flower?! so nice den naman diba? hehe.
ano na kaya gawin ko now?
my boss still isnt around (nag-ikot ata sila ng glorietta e!) so di ko alam kung pwede na makauwi. hayyyy.
sige, ill watch na lang gone in 60 seconds. hehehe.
still busog. sigh. kaantok den...

uwian naaaaaaaaaaaaa

woohoooooooooo

last na for the day...

What Color Is Your Aura?

We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color- a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too - all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

dahil walang magawa...

gagayahin ko si lily...
i took up a few tests sa tickle.com

The Classic IQ Test

Your IQ score is 135

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Facts Curator. This means you are highly intelligent and have picked up an impressive and unique collection of facts and figures over the years. You've got a remarkable vocabulary and exceptional math skills - which puts you in the same class as brainiacs like Bill Gates.

ngak parang ang boring brainiac ko naman neto...


The Ultimate Personality Test

Anna, you're an Observer!

This means you're one of the more kind-hearted people around. You are unusually intuitive, and you probably understand yourself, as well as others. That also means you're a good mediator - though you may prefer to spend more time on your own than most.

You are better equipped than many to steer your life in the right direction. Understanding more about the components of your personality will reveal unique information that even people like you might not realize. And the better you know yourself, the more confident you'll be making decisions that affect your life.

hmmmm....

Right Job, Wrong Job

Anna, the Right Job for you will allow you to be:
Creative and Analytical

You're a visionary in many people's eyes - able to think outside of the box to come up with your own solutions. You're creative not necessarily in the artistic sense, but because you can expand your mind to do things differently from others.

It might take a while for colleagues to recognize and reward for your entrepreneurial spirit and abilities. That could be because they envy you, or because they find your ideas slightly rebellious - willing to go against the current.

All in all, you make it hard for people to pigeon hole you. That is why you, more than others, need a job that allows you to play to your strengths, break out of the mold, and truly excel.


Tickle's Original Inkblot TestAnna, your subconscious mind is driven most by Love

Everyone has a desire to love. But your desire is rooted very deeply in your unconscious and affects many of the decisions you make in life - whether you are aware of it or not.

You have an energy about you that inspires people to experience their true feelings of love and act kindly towards others. In this way, you and your drive for loving relationships start a chain reaction of positive experiences.

The reason you are driven by love, may be because your unconscious is trying to avoid the opposite of love - hate. You, more than others, may be afraid of experiencing severe discord with others. That may, in turn, heavily influence your choices about relationships and the way you communicate your ideas, wants, and desires to others.

With such a strong orientation towards loving others, your relationships hold a very special place in your life. Your capacity to love may be greater than those around you, and therefore you may have more to give in relationships than your romantic partner does. Remember that this is a gift you have and one most others don't possess.

mamaya na ko magcomment... heinaku...

para ba saan ang confetti?!

kaasar ang kalat kalat ng maputik na confetti all over makati. leche, yesterday umulan pa kaya parang lintang biglang dumidikit sa paa mo ung wet dirty confetti. para ba san kasi talaga yon?! wala namang purpose nakakainis, pampakalat lang naman.
anyway, just arrived sa office AT walang company to process, at least for me. hay nako, im in for another almost work free day i bet. buti na lang i came prepared hehe, dala ko vcd ng gone in 60 seconds, hehe.
im going to inquire den about grad skul sa la salle. im seriously considering it talaga kaya i have to learn a lot about it para when i present my case sa nanay ko e mapapayag ko sha. hay.
sabi ni me-an miss na nya ko kaya i really have to go don sa night outs at citas' resthouse. naka naman... sana ako ren me rest house hehehe.
o sha, im gonna check my email and hopefully in a while me work na. i really think na dapat makapag-enroll ako this sem para may use ang free time ko sa office tsaka di ako mag over-analyze ng mga nangyayari saken. hayyyy.
o basta, at least ive decided to stay in this job and study. sabi nga ni eyps, tataas ang something value ko, hehe. nakalimutan ko ung term nya. but anyway, sha headed for ateneo law school. hay. minsan iniisip ko what life would be like if id die-hard wanted to be a doctor or a lawyer or any professional degree talaga... hmmmm... well i think id just keep wondering about that since wala naman ako plans to be a doctor or lawyer na. oh well. ah basta, sana makapag-aral ako this coming sem....

ang chuchi chuchi mo!

aba, im still working. pano ba naman andami nag-absent today kaya dumami ang volume per person. hay daya. my boss is stuck nga daw in palawan, another officemate stuck in boracay because of the foul weather. haha, yan kasi. hehehe. bitter daw ba o.
well, i had a very tiring weekend. tapos wala mashado consolation. kasi yung isang tao jan. grrrr. one-sided na lang palagi, nakakainis. not naman palagi, pero most of the time. nakakainis sobra na parang paulit ulit na lang akong nagrereklamo about it. gusto ko naman maramdaman na i dont have to say anything at all, ni magparamdam na i need something, sana hindi na. sana kusang kusa, nag-iisip kung pano ako sasaya.
well, i guess ito ang mali kapag umaasa ka na mapapasaya ka ng isang tao.
na inaasa mo ang kaligayahan mo sa iba...
shet. i need to get out of this. that's what my mind keeps screaming at me.
if only i could...
anyway, gusto ko lang pala banggitin na natutuwa ako sa commercial ng ceelin drops.
"im comin out... im comin out...im commin out!" hehehe. cute cute talaga.... lalo na ung voice nung baby singing, more than the concept itself.
and i learned something pala over the weekend.
"ang chuchi chuchi mo" means ang cute cute mo... hehe, sa commercial un ng jollibee... nakakahiya, i had to ask pa what it meant from my sister. grabe, so not in tune na with the "in" lingo. wahehehe... labo.
well, ryt now im seriously considering studying this sem. dito na lang ako sa la salle, malapit lang, i have to talk it over with my mom nga lang muna. and i have to think about it super den, kasi baka mamaya, kung di ako makapag-concentrate don sayang naman. kasi it isnt guarnateed na 100 percent ko mababawi ung tuition. pero id really like to study.
parang mashado mabigat ung course na entrepreneurship, tsaka feeling ko kaya na sa MBA isabay ung matututunan ko, so im torn between a master in industrial relations management and masters in marketing. leaning towards industrial management though... sana ma-approve nga lang ang course na yon dito sa ofc. hmmmm.
well, ryt now, im working on my 5th company. sana nga last na yon for the day. hehe.
pray den na sana me maid na kame later. i seriously cannot handle anymore na maging yaya ng kapatid ko at katulong ng sambahay. hay, mashado ako nasanay with help sa house, di ko ata kayanin to do everything, unless ako lang mag-isa... e, with my ever-OC nanay, masmabigat ang chores no.
sana i can be independent na soon, hehe, if only to escape the ever ka-OC-han ng nanay ko. i love her, seriously, pero di ko ma-take ang pagka-OC nya at tempers nya, i swear. sheesshhh... anjan pa ung kung tratuhin ako parang highschool. kung kelan ako tumanda tsaka na-restrict ang pagimik gimik ko. grrr.
the old council is planning overnyt sa resthouse nina citas next weekend. yay!!! magpapakabait ako this week para payagan ako! :D
bonding time with my precious council friends! yehey!!! :D

tapos na work ko...

hayyy. intay na lang until 5pm so i can go na. sheesh. inaantok na ko dito. me want to go home na. sigh.
i got a bit paranoid earlier this morning. heinaku. i get paranoid on a daily basis na nga ata. one dose of paranoia every single day. ewan ba. dahil ba ito sa hormones? kung oo, lecheng hormones yan! grrr.
kanina, i told jimmo na im not really sure kung ok ako where i am now, in terms of work ah...
iniisip ko nga kung mag-iba ako ng job, ung maschallenging... ung mase-stress ako... since i can take stress pa naman at this time e... kaso iniisip ko ren, i can stay naman para i can take it slow tapos i can study or bother myself with nonsense things bago ako kumayod ng todo. hmmmmm
sabi nya, pag-isipan kong mabuti. sheesh. dont i always? kaso, the ever-tamad-in-me, disguised-as-the-sensible-konsensya,but-really-tamad,or-rather-pa-easy-easy-and-laid-back-lang-talaga, always wins... na kesho im going to study, na i dont need to be super stressed naman kaya i should enjoy my youth, yada yada yada... whateverrrr.
ewan ko ba. anlabo... kung kayo nalalabuan, e lalo na ako! huhuhu
ah basta. sana me bago na kong blog design by next week. kainis...

abaaaaaa

mas high tech na ang blogger ah? nice...
well, i was absent sa work the past two days. didnt miss much naman talaga. proxy season is almost over. bum time here i come na nga.
well, as to other aspects of my life, well, ayon, malabo pa ren. i was so sure of my feelings before but now, its all a jumble. and sometimes i just explode into shreds and bits, so i keep "picking and sewing" myself back together over and over again. it gets really exhausting. really really exhausting na sana i can have the strength to say i have had enough. pero i keep coming back... so i guess i havent had enough really... or baka i just dont know when ive had enough. ultimate ka-matryran ba? ewan... this must be what my mom was warning about. the women in the family are so stupid sometimes... am i being stupid? part of me says no, part of me is shouting yes. but what the hell... ive had few to be happy about and the the one that gives me the greatest joy also gives me the greatest pain.
sigh.
i wish i could just evaporate. haha.
mawawalan pa kami ng katulong huhuhu. so im in to stressful days and nights na naman, with my mom, shouting nonsense at me na naman and my sister crying over little things. hay nako. back to hell again.
i wish i could just float up to the sky and fly. haha. labo.
basta right now i feel sick. lecheng sipon to oh.

woohoo! free ice cream!

yey!!! back to the days of free ice creammm. this feels sooo goooddd...

bum bum bum bummmmmmmm

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
hehehehe. bum bum bum bum bum bum na namaaaaaaaannnnnn!!!
hehe, akala ko next week pa, pero haha, it came too soonnnn!!! oh well, basta masaya naman hehe.
i hope everything goes well. wala lang.
im loving MAROON 5!!! ganda ganda songs!!! wheeeeeeee...
"and I will be loved... and i will be loooooved"
wooohooo!!!
parang feel ko magcelebrate!!!!!
hehe, wala lang. feeling liberated. hahaha. o sha, wala na ren ako masabi muna hahaha, natutuwa ako mashado. :D

we finished the companies in the queue today.
yeah!
back to being a bum!!! hahaha!!!
well, i averaged a 97 this week. bummer. no bonus. grrrrrr. kainis!!! :( huhuhu.
oh well. cant wait to go home na... hayyy. basta tired. cant wait to watch a movie and stuff na naman sa office hehehe

2 days more, election na.
wala pa ko iboboto na sure na sure. pano ba naman, ang hirap naman talaga kumilala kung sino talaga ang anjan for public service or private gain e. yesterday daw may nagbarilan na 2 candidates for the mayor's seat sa cavite. ang labo. sabi nga, karangalan pa bang matatawag yan na ikamamatay mo ang pakikipaglaban para lang sa serbisyo publiko? plus, having a seat in the government isnt the only way to serve the public. heinaku. kaya talaga naman, some people are there tlaga for selfish reasons. sana i make the right choice. haha, napaka idealistic ko pa naman, masisira ata talaga ang first-time voting experience ko pagnakakita ako ng sobrang di karapat dapat na mahahalal.
oh well.
hmmm
despidida for bro tomorrow. yay! will meet acil council-mates!
me trabaho kaya kami sa monday? sana meron para additional pay!!! hahaha.
o sha work work na.
:D feeling ko makaka-anim lang ako pero sana umabot ako sa seven...

i finished 8 companies today. dapat nga 9 e, kaso sabi ko i want to go home na para i can watch Star Circle Quest pa. hehe. i am so die hard for that show! hehehe
kaya uwi na ko.
ill blog na lang tomorrow ulet or whenever.
gusto ko kasi sana bago na ung blog design ko para ganahan ako.
hint hint.
nagtatampo nga ko sa isang tao jan e. pag sa ibang tao, agad agad. pag sakin, antagaaaallll tagaaaaallll...

how i feel in the mornings really determine how well i work during the day. and i can also predict how many companies i can finish. yesterday i was feeling soooo bad, i told myself baka maka-3 lang ako,at naka-3 nga ako. today sabi ko ill make the quota and i did. :D
wala lang.
although the scores are still lower than expected, oh well, bahala na. basta i do my part. sana nga lang ok pa ren ang over-all standing ko. sigh...
o sha.
i think im pretty much okay today...

sabi ko na nga ba...

that today will be a major SUCKY FUCKIN day.
and it was.
Hell, it really really really was.
I'm going home na before it all gets worse.
shitty shitty shitty day.

:(

im kinda depressed.
you know the feeling na u try to do everything well, tapos akala mo nga sobrang ok na and then, it turns out na, no matter how much effort you put into something, something will always turn out wrong...
kahit na you sobrang work at it... kasi ung thing na yun doesnt involve just you and sometimes its a matter of perspective. and since magkaiba kayo nga prespective nung tao, wala. mali mali na.
oh well. life. nkakairita.im not sure tuloy if i can keep an optimistic view about things. maybe not for today.
another thought pala, and i heard this in sex and the city. hehe.
can you really forgive if you cant forget?
ewan. i try. but it's hard.

sigh

ngayon pa lang ako pauwi. sigh
ok naman sa work. my performance is good, di nga lang great or superior, haha. the over-achiever inside me is screaming but then, what the hell. nakaktamad minsan talaga and sometimes u just want it to be over so badly...
hay
2 weeks pa, and i only have 2thou left of my sweldo. where the **** did my 4thou go?!
hay nako, ewan. nagshop ako for clothes, bought prepaid na 500, food siguro na madami. pero parang ung feeling na, umabot ba ng 4thou un?! kunyemas
there's also this one area of my life na di ko alam kung san patungo but ryt now im so hopeful again, and in fairness, nakakaganang magbigay ng effort (unlike before) kasi i can see changes naman.
mother's day kelan un? i bought this huge card. and i think that's all im gonna give my mom. hehe, mahal na un e, and then i dont really know what to buy den. ill save up na lang para nice ung bday gift na lang nya.
im so tempted to apply for a credit card na. so i can buy now, pay later.
i keep telling myself na, ill be responsible naman in paying kasi nga since ive worked for citibank before, mejo i know na how it goes and na dapat u pay talaga on time para no interests. kaso, knowing me... hay nako, ill keep on spending lang. pero me want pa ren. hehe.
oh well.
sana i get a reward next week for my performance sa next week. the goal is 30 companies or more, and an average of 98 and up.
wish ko lang talaga. sana sana sana.