i finally did that summary of guidelines chuva. :D so proud of myself.
i hope i do better in the next ones. *sigh* we just had a meeting this morning. those who score high in accuracy actually get a monetary bonus. next week, it might be nice freebies or hotel stay-ins, who knows? wish ko lang talaga.
my tita helen's home na! so we got a lot of pasalubong from her. sangkatutak na chocolate and i finally have new make up pa. hehehe. make up ko ata circa 2000 pa.
anyway, Kit's on a retreat so im pretty much free to whatever. hehe. joke. this is the start of having a life totally NOT around him. parang ganon. hehe, tomorrow i hope to go shopping! and then plans are being made about our Bicol homecoming so im excited about that too.
ive got a Hello Kitty pillow from Ate Hel too so i brought that to the office. it's so fluffy and soft and it makes me want to just sleep. hehe. not that i like Hello Kitty ah?
im thinking of reorganizing the kalat in my office space again. i really wanted a separate tray for all my reviewed cases kaya lang naubusan na sa supplies closet. grrr. feel ko pa naman mag- "shopping" don sa closet. hehe.
oh well. im gonna go early tutal wala naman atang pumapasok na companies na. i have to make daan pa sa Galle to claim Mara's prize at Summit Media. Hehe, cellphone pouch ung prize, ako den naman ang gagamit non eh. :D

misadventures, Subic chapter

heinaku. just came from Subic. got drunk as hell, as in sobraaaaaaaa! and i think that was the highlight of the outing, aside from a few other nice things na mabibilang ko sa daliri ko.
hay nako, at least no, kahit na stuck in a rut, im glad na im stuck with these group of people na i refer to as my opismeyts. :D
let me list down the good things i can think of...
-bonding with opismeyts
-feeling "fieldtrip"
-i swam again
-got the bucket and a tumbler from the KFC scooby doo bucket meal
-choco mousse from KFC pampanga
-got drunk!!!! gin pom and tequila!!! ehehehe, mukha na akong engs, pero buti na lang lahat kami lasing na kaya tawanan na lang :D

misadventures
-bad place. that Chico (manager of Pamana Island) was a liar. their beaches are so ugly, pangit ung sand, (kasi artificial ata e) pangit ung food, nawawalan ng kuryente without them telling us, madumi ung tubig, pangit ung place, lalo na ung sa ibang rooms ng iba kasi walang tubig, nabasag ung tiles, maalikabok, mabuhangin ang kama, manipis ang sahig, walang ilaw, walang tubig, weird ung shower, nakakatakot ung flush, walang magawa sa island, di masarap ang food, lalo na ung carbonara na parang sopas at ung omelette kaninang umaga na ang filling e parang ung mixed vegetables kahapon,pinagbabayad kami ng stuff na sabi libre naman (like mineral water), puro kami boat rides makapunta lang sa matinong beach, olats and sounds nila, antipatiko ung mga nagseserve, etcetera etcetera etcetera.
-bad bus. namamatayan ng aircon. may amoy sunog, makalat, may mga upuan na sira.grrr... in fairness, nung pauwi na kami neto. nahuli pa kami ng MMDA sa EDSA.

grabe, it;s one thing after another!
hay nako. buti na lang talaga ok ang mga kasama ko. mga 20 den ata kami e.
ah basta, sana ung company outing namen 3 weeks from now, sobrang okay lahat! ung hindi lang ung company na ur with ung okay, pero lahaaaaaaaat! ung pangrelax hindi ung masmase-stress ka lang! hehehe.
heinaku. o sha, while im waiting for my sundo, magtrabaho kaya muna ako? on a sunday?! :D

excited!!!!

excited na ko for:
-date with kit
-overnyt at abe's
-subic outing!
woohoo!!!
hehe.
FYI. i got calling cards na, so u guys, make hingi hingi from me! hehehe. feeling o...

it's settled

no more get together with hayskul girls (resked na lang), but im still going out with kit. really really looking forward to that! :D
and then, ill stay over at abe's house for more kwentos, or a movie maybe, para lang di ako maiwan papuntang Subic kasi we're meeting at 5 am. zombie pa ako non.
pero yon.
swamped again today, had meeting also at talaga naman, clients want more details regarding our vote recommendations, which means more work for us. *sigh*
sana talaga, i dont make any more major mistakes. or else, huhu, bye bye big bonus (which can amount up to 40 thou ata...)
*sigh*
so there. ill be leaving in a while. pero im thinking if im going to do that summary of guidelines i have soooo been planning to do soooo long ago pa. hehe.
o sha. sana tomorrow will be a better day. :D

for the record...

o diba, it's 6pm and i am still in the office, finishing a company...
hayyy. todo na talaga to. trabaho na. nagtatrabaho na nga ako. :D
o sha, im so hungry na cos i ate sandwiches lang the whole day (3 pairs)...
gutom na gutom na ko...
kahit na im broke, mapipilitan akong bumili ng food... anu kaya... hmmmm...

packed sandwiches today

yep that's all im gonna eat, considering that i expected to be really busy in the office and that i am broooke. soooooo brooooookkkkkeee. :(
so there.
i did 3 companies today. and now im waiting... sana we have work pa. i dont think i can stand doing nonsense stuff today. hayyyy.
gelo is working na pala. he's working on Milo's advertising. asteeeeg!
M- masarap
I- inumin
L- lasang
O- ovaltine!!!
hehehehe.
i expect a steady supply of MILO from now on, ha, gelogs?! :D
he works in makati na den. yessss... dumadami na ang makati lunch out people...
hayyy. im trying to psyche myself up again lang uli for the outings i have lined up for this summer para di ko na mashado isipin na wala ako pera... ay, kaso, di naman fun ang outing pag walang pera. waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!! :(
di na ko makapagretreat. *sigh* id need money for that too kasi, and now, mashado hectic na. hay.
o sha, ill try to find hype games on the net (hype=mapapatalon ako sa tuwa)....

I am 34% evil.


I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

hmmmmm.....
well, i guess i do listen to the whispers in my left ear sometimes... hehehe...
processed only 2 companies today *sigh*
balik sa dating gawi. hanap ng games sa net. anubatuh...kakabatuh...
heinaku. low na ren ako sa funds. i have less than a thousand, pero i have gimik pa on friday plus the subic outing pa. kasya pa ba un?! grrrr. kakainis. well, at least hindi na ko emotionally and psychologically disturbed... ngak. hanlabo...

im on my 7th company, and im thinking if i will finish it today.... maybe not.
i usually go home at this time... but then, i thought of nothing but work today (except for the occasional ym chats. :D) so it's either i need a break or i enjoy the distraction.
ah, basta, today is a fair enough good day simply because i had no time to really worry... but now that i think about it... yan, worried na.
oh well. ill leave na lang at 6pm. tutal, tsaka lang naman matatapos ung 8 hours e...
another day tomorrow. sana mas-ok...

so busy na talaga

yep. busy na... hehe, pero shempre, nakakapag-YM pa den. hehe. planned to get together with my highschool barkada at Abe's house on friday. sana matuloy. i have to bring donuts. wish ko lang go nuts donuts. :D
anyway... just a thought before i get back to work.
sometimes, i wish i could just sit back and watch this tug of war... and wait which side will win. majority wins ba? or do i step in and pull to one side with all my might? kainis when the heart and the mind says different things... not that they are against each other... just that they point in different directions at different points in time. sana i could let others make the decision for me... pero if that is the case, would that ensure my happiness?
sometimes i feel so confused and hurting when i think about these things... sana nga i can be blind and deaf to what others say and be ultra sensitive to what I really really want. hayyy... kaso, im also blind and deaf to what is inside me. labo...

freeee ice creaaaammmmmmmmm

nothing better to lift your spirits up than ice creaaaaammmmm!!!
FREE ice creammmmm!!! :D
especially today that im swamped with work, almost all of us stampeded into the pantry to get McDo sundaes, thanks to Mam Trisha!!! wooohoooo!!!
di ako makapagtrabaho... ang sarap sarap ng ice cream sundaeeeeeee!!!
wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!
yum yum yum yum!!!

swamped

yep. i am finally swamped.
it's only 1230 but im on my third company today. grabe, ryt after i finish a company, akala ko, i can finally relax, yun pala, me bagong dating na kagad na company that i have to process... so this is how work feels like. :D woohooooo!!!
hehehe, after months na parang natuyo ang utak ko, welcome na welcome ko ito. kahit kakafrustrate minsan kapag me mistakes ka, ang sarap ng feeling na ur mind is really working. hahaha. o, yan, as of today, hindi na ako professional bum... yehey! finally, my dignity is back. hehehe.
wala lang.
things are great pala ryt now.
i have a loooot of friends who want to hang out with me. (haha, kaya nga nila ako dinadalaw dito) last nyt, kit super really wanted to see me kasi he misses me (yihee!!! haha, magdusa ka muna. jokeeee!!!) and then i finally have work. tomorrow naman, im going out with the old council to watch a movie (sana marathon!!!!), im mejo ok naman with my mom (not really super, pero just fine), and then we're heading out to subic next weekend, then it's bicol the next week. and then me company outing pa kami somewhere come april/may. woohooo!!! hehehe. yan, meron na pala ako talagang life. :D
sana paganda ng paganda na!!! (parang buhok ko! hehehehe)

met with my gurlfrunds...

Cristina Mundin and Abe Salazar!!!
yep, namiss nila ako ng sobra kaya sinadya pa nila ako sa paseo center. :D wag na ideny miss nyo na ko!!! hehehe, eto nga si abe, making an appointment na for next week... hehehe
si Cris aba, president na ng buong AIESEC foundation! woohoo!!! shempre, papunta punta na lang yan sa iba't ibang sulok ng mundo. work daw. huuuuu... mag-AIESEC na den ako! hehehe.
sidecomment: i seriously want to join a foundation, para may iba akong pinagkakaabalahan na fulfilling naman. :D hayyy, meron ba diyan na kakayanin ko kahit me fulltime job ako?!
si Abe, ayun, bum na starting next week!!! hehehe, tapos hello med school na for her!!!
*sigh*
wish ko den ako, alam ko kung san ako pupunta talaga. para kasing i want so many things, pero im not really taking steps to get there. hay nako. ung ibang undergrads, feeling nila, ive got it all planned out. im working in a nice company with super ok benefits, will be studying for an MBA when im qualified na and all.. pero... sa totoo lang, im just going with the flow... which is really my life-long mantra, kahit na ayaw ko naman sana... Que Sera Sera... Whatever will be, will be *sigh*
sana na lang that works well...
i wonder where this "current" will take me...

productive

i am going to do something mega productive today.
i am going to outline procedures for my job para less mistakes ako.
naks!
:D
mahirap na e, baka madisgrasya ung bonus ko. hehehe. sana makapag-concentrate ako sa work today... hahaha, i wish! :D

gelogs

i would just like to say SUPER DUPER MEGA THANK YOU to Gelogs *slash* Papa Gelo ni Kit *slash* Gelobee ni Aja... hehe. wala lang. thanks for being my shrink/love doctor yesterday. may career ka ata don pare! :D
and yes, mga peeps, YM builds, sustains and even deepens friendships *clap clap for YM!!!*
kaya i-YM nyo lang akooooooo!!! hehehe.
o sha, baka me work na. sheesshhh... mabigat ang pressure ng company ko kahapon....
sana di na mashado today...
eeeps, me mtg kami! gtg!!!

*toot* company

me have work today!!!
[edit edit...as of 11.50am]
im going to analyze the *toot* giant, *toot* company!!! woohoo!!! i feel so POWERFUL!!! bwahahahaha! the future of *toot* is in my hands!!! bwahahahaha!
ngark... they have 16 directors to vote and a lot of agendas pa... a 97 page proxy statement! grrr... that's a loooot of work! grrrr... just hope they are all properly disclosed... o sha, work na! woohoo! have work so early in the morning!!!
Proxy season here i come!!!!!
sabi ni lily, wag ko daw i-disclose pala ung company, delikado na, baka may mag-bribe saken... hahaha!!! i feel soooo powerfulllll!!!! nyak nyak nyak nyak!!! :D

hehehe... feeling o...

eto pa... ito daw ung supposed to be first job ko :D

obvious ba na love ko na ang MYMP ngayon?

EVERY LITTLE THING (MYMP)
Though I tried before to tell him
All the feelings I have for him in my heart
Every time that I come near him
I just loose my nerve as I've done from the start

CHORUS
('Cause) Every little thing he does is magic
Every thing he does just turns me on
Even though my life before was tragic
Now I know my love for him goes on

Do I have to tell a story
Of the thousand rainy days since we first met
It's a big enough umbrella
But it's always me who ends up getting wet [CHORUS]

I resolve to call him up
A thousand times a day
And ask him if he'll marry me
In some old fashioned way
But my silent fears have gripped me
Long before I reached the phone
Long before my tongue has stripped me
Must I always be alone

Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic
Every little thing
Every little thing he does
Every little thing he does is magic, magic, magic

sige... float float float tapos let yourself drown in music...

me want to be perkyyyyyyyyyyyyy

anna_uk219:lilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
lily: oh bakit? anu nangyari?
anna_uk219: wala lang
anna_uk219: ive decided on something
lily: oh ano?
anna_uk219: go with the flowwwwwwwwwwwwwww
anna_uk219: siguro, bahala na
anna_uk219: parang ganon
lily: that's not much of a plan or realization anna
anna_uk219: hahaha
anna_uk219: que sera sera
anna_uk219: whatever will be will beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
lily: sira!
lily: baka kung san ka mapadpad nyan kung papadala ka lang sa agos
anna_uk219: para kasing its easier that way, kaysa ibigay mo ung lahat...
anna_uk219: keep on swimming, keep on swimming...
anna_uk219: float float float....
anna_uk219: rootbeer float... coke float ng mcdo!!! m gna have that for lunch!
anna_uk219: woohooo!!!
lily: para kang ewan
lily: sya sige kung san ka sa tingin mo masaya

no lyrics this time...

hehe. alam ko abuso naman na yun :D
well, im just really glad kasi ngayon, i feel na everything is back to normal, na my life is finally on track again. my plans, though short tem, are laid out and i know that all the "ingredients" that i need for a truly happy life is already there, i just have to take care of it. i also have to explore my self more. hehe, i dont really know what that means, pero there is a need to enrich oneself. parang ganun.
siguro, right now, im really focusing on thanking God. kasi kahit ako pasulpot sulpot lang sa Kanya, Siya palagi nandyan, diba? :D
basta yun.
right now. i am happy. ung smile ko hindi na pilit. (haha, though second nature na ang pagngiti sa akin...)
i actually feel reborn.
*sigh* sana this time, hindi ito "spurt" or phase lang. sana this feeling stays with me for a looooong time.
i think they call it peace. yeah. peace man...

grabe na ba?lyric central na to...

haha. can relate talaga. sana kinakantahan ko kayo lahat ngayon. haha!
kung di nyo alam tono, tawagan nyo lang ako, or invite me to your events, tapos ill sing for you. hehehe. feeling o. :D
oy, ung i miss you parts lang ung can relate ah! ung "you walked away, never came back" di na kasali yon. :D
miss you so badly lang kasi we're apart... pero now im confident na, you wont be walking away from me... we'll be together for a long long time pa... :D

I MISS YOU (MYMP)

Miss you...
Everyday and every night
This feeling I fight, try as I might
But I won't win, I surrender, I'd die
You are winning here alright
Every morning when the sun would shine on me
I'd flash a smile but deep inside I feel so sad and lonely
I need you here and now
I miss you
It's crazy to pretend that I don't think of you
The more this feeling just seems to grow and grow
I miss you (I miss you)
Oh how much longer can I hold on to
Maybe you can come and tell me that you miss me too
Miss you, all I want is for this love to last forever
You walked away, never came back, oh, I tried to recover
I can't bear it, boy, alright
When I hear a song that we had used to share
I'll try as might to hide the tears,
and when the pain is over
I'll wish that you are near
Miss you

ever felt that all the songs you hear e, can relate ka?!

AWIT NG SAYA (MYMP)

Dahil sa 'yo natagpuan ang kasiyahang inaasam
Ibinigay mo sa akin ang dati'y laging pinapangarap
Ipinadama ang yakap na walang kasing saya

CHORUS
Hayaan mo akong umawit, ako nama'y nagpapasalamat
Tulay ng maykapal, inuugnay ang ating pagmamahalan
Gawa ng lakas na 'di guguho
Sa minsang pagsubok na napagdadaanan ng buhay

Ikaw ang pag-ibig na amining pinangarap at hiniling
Pang-habambuhay na ito dati'y laging pinapangarap
Walang pagdududa sa yakap na walang kasingsaya [CHORUS]

Ikaw lamang ang kailangan ng buhay
Sa lungkot at ligaya, tayo'y magkasama
La la la la... [CHORUS]

o baka naman im simply on an MYMP roll... :D
pero mega-relate talaga ako...
at para sa isang tao lang talaga diyan ang kantang ito. :D

ewan ko kung related sa buhay ko... some lines siguro...

A LITTLE BIT (M.Y.M.P.)

I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know?
I was never really like this before
Need I say more?
Or maybe Im confused that you are near me
I dont know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
Im a little bit of crazy
Im a little bit of a fool
Im a little bit of lonely
Im a little bit of all
Oh I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
Im always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to?
It wasnt my intention to hurt you
this feeling is true

haha. halos pala lahat, nakakarelate ako... wehehehe.

it's my dad's death anniv pala today... wala lang...

externalization?!

i am trying to achieve that state which is the opposite of "internalization"... ung you are totally detached from your life, or what you are feeling or what you are supposed to be feeling.
hehe, kaya todo ang sigaw ng incubus sa tenga ko. max volume. hehe. but i still am feeling bad that i wont be able to watch their concert later. i really really wish i could go. *sigh*
everything in my life is not so good. but i still try to find ways to not feel so pathetic. to smile while im bleeding inside (let me be melodramatic okay?!). a lot of people think that's brave, but really it's just an escape. so im really a coward. but keep thinking it's bravery, i wont object. haha.
ive done a really awful thing last night. something that i swore not to do, about seven years ago.
but it felt... good to do it. haha. baliw na nga ako. after i did that, i actually had a pleasant sleep, so how ironic can that be?
basta, im confused. pero what the hell. hehe. its better not to think about it no?
i just want to be happy. we all want to be happy.
pero i want to be happy in a way that i am so loved and appreciated na i wont find time to go and look back to my horrid past or keep thinking about every detail that has happened that can make me conclude something like, maybe, it shouldnt be this way...
haha. labo. but then, when did i really make sense?
during the seminar, i really felt like i was making sense. kaya i plan to take as many as i can, para gumana ung utak ko, para i can be bothered by something else besides the many wonderful complications in my life. hay buhay talaga.
later, i actually have plans to go to ccp and just hang out anywhere, just to hear incubus. haha. or maybe see a movie. dine somewhere nice. sit somewhere peaceful. alone. yep. treat myself right. alone. kasi lately, no one really treats me the way i want to be treated. i want to be worth it. worth being happy. parang ganun. kasi i know i deserve to be happy naman. we all deserve to be happy. and though ive done way too stupid things in the past, i know i deserve a treat. we all do.
*sigh*
kaya siguro, instead of thinking about the people who hurt you, and you trying so hard to understand them and giving them what they need, not leaving anything for yourself, baka mas-ok kung...deadma. and pamper yourself naman.
maybe it's my turn to be selfish, in a way?!
maybe. that's better than doing that stupid thing i did last night all over again. i dont want to feel like a nutcase lang. parang, i know im a nutcase, stop treating me like one na lang. haha. inexplain pa ba? e maslumabo. :D
nga pala, i finally know what my ideal profession would be (aside from being a travel journalist, a super cook mom, a showbiz talk show host, a love doctor, a mega-creative advertising consultant, a painter who paints miliion dollar paintings, an Oscar winning actress and the girl everyone adores and loves...) i want to be a resource speaker. hehe. na-inspire lang ako don sa seminar. and i heard they get paid really BIG bucks. o diba, you make preparations for a 2-3 day seminar, tapos u get paid more than what others earn for a month, or maybe even two...
nga pala, id like to give special mention to April Mabanes . *clap clap* she helped me through my kabaliwans the past few days, just by listening to me. hehe. also to She Siy, Abe Salazar, Jaimee Vistan, Lily Agito, Kyla Matias and Checos Escobar for being my YM friends... na kahit ano i-YM ko sa kanila, friends pa ren nila ako. hahaha. girlfriends... what would i do without them?!
Thank you God, for always showing me that, for always, not ALL is lost.

analytical problem solving seminar

that'll be the reason why i wont be able to log the next two days.
hopefully, it gets me stressed so that i wont have to think about the complications in my life, which amazingly rose from zero to about a hundred the past month. and im not just talking about romance here either. almost every aspect of my life is in shreds. so hopefully, when my mind is heavily oiled and working, i can stop thinking about my problems, and maybe take on the problems of the world. haha.
denial and withdrawal.
maybe that is the key to sanity?

damn. id have to wake up early again...

oh, i almost forgot, i had a really weird dream last nyt. and for the past few weeks too. it seems i cant sleep na without having these really weird dramatic suspense thrillers in my head. i almost got killed the other day, with a psycho aiming his rifle at me.i swear, i cannot take these anymore. how about a funny dream?kahit pa parang pinoy movie dream?! ung may song and dance ang mga tauhan sa isang park?! please?!

clueless.

im quite confused as to how life is supposed to work.
are we supposed to give everything we have? or not?
when somebody makes us feel bad, do we just ignore it? try to put more effort? or confront the other because it may not be your fault after all?
all i know is that my self esteem has dropped to an ultimate low the past few days.
and i dont really know what i want anymore.
ive been giving everything i can to everything ive been doing these past few days.
but nothing seems right.
i keep making offers i thought people would find hard to refuse. but they do.
am i not in tune with the world anymore?!
i keep trying but nothing is working. is it time to stop trying then?
sheeessshhh. what is it with this world? are the stars not in their correct alignment or something?!
what is it with this life? hello?! if there really is anybody out there, what do i do now?!
i am so confused. and it's even worse than when i was a teenager... because im supposed to know more now. but why do i feel im even more clueless than before?!
do i just sit around and wait for thunder to strike me?

before this day ends, id like to make a plea to all of you to pray for me.
un lang :D
and in return, God will bless you, as a favor to me. joke! hehe.
i hope things get less insane from now on... well, i hope i become less insane then. :D
i love you Kit!
wehehehehehe. hanlabo...

i need a RETREAT

im not a quitter, but it sure is hell to keep on trying... i sure would appreciate if someone backs me up on this... but it sure hurts more when, you have this whole batallion rooting for you... except the one who matters...

ym with she:
she siy: anna i notice you swing so quickly from mania to depression
she siy: kasi pansin ko if you're in the mania stage na naman... parang disappear na problem mo.
anna_uk219: haha
anna_uk219: that's how i survive my life

howd my life get so pathetic again?!
anybody say "LOSER"?

:D

all morning, i had an attack of grave insanity.
being insane for me kasi, is not a permanent condition, but spurts...
i am truly insane one moment, and the next, i am totally ok! as in, i was on the verge of breaking down this morning and now i am so happy, i am in the mood to sing!!! hahaha
ok. that sounds insane. but really. i am okay now.
kanina, i felt so pathetic and all torn apart. but now, i actually feel like i am whole again and that i can take on anything.
i guess it's because now, i am secure. very secure.
secure of my own feelings... secure of what i want... secure of what i have.
i have the most amazing relationship with my soulmate. my bestfriend. :D
even though we drive each other crazy sometimes and we pop each other's balloons (egos), we'll always have enough love to hang on to, and so, we just smile and laugh and act all silly. kasi we are in love.
haha, on any normal day i wouldn't type this down. but i feel so giddy and happy. what the hell. :D
basta, alam ko kahit na i may feel threatened or i may feel na may kulang. i am now sure of it. our love is one of a kind and definitely the real thing.
sana nga im not jinxing it.
pero sa ngayon. i feel so wonderful.
and im going to start praying again.
we are both going to start praying again.
and that will make all the difference.

natunaw ang puso ko

have you ever felt so mad at this person, tapos sobra ka nang naiiyak sa inis kasi di kayo magkaintindihan... tapos after a while, kahit na parang u have lost hope na in fixing things, me gagawin sha o sasabihin... u just - melt
it's really sweet when the guy does the first step to make your anger melt away. it doesn't mean na mahina ka dahil "natunaw" ka, pero na mahal ka talaga nung tao dahil alam nya kung ano ung nakakapagpatunaw sa yo. it's not just sweet smooth talk kasi e.
ah basta yun.
i really hope we do work things out, like they were before. sana...
no falling out of love, third party or "sawa na" issues please?! ever?!

Rainbow - South Border

Fallin out, fallin in
Nothin's sure in this world, no no
Breakin out, breakin in
Never knowin what lies ahead
We can really never tell it all

Say goodbye, say hello
To a lover or friend
Sometimes we never could understand
Why things begin then just end
We can really never have it all

Refrain:
But/coz oh, can't you see
That no matter what happens
Life goes on and on
So baby just/please SMILE
Coz i'm always around you
And i'll make you see
How beautiful life is for you and me

Chorus:
Take a little time baby
See the butterflies colors
Listen to the birds that were sent
To sing for me and you
Can you feel me
This is such a wonderful place to be

Even if there is pain now
Everything will be alright
For as long as the world still turns
There will be night and day
Can you hear me
There's a rainbow always after the rain

Hittin high, hittin low
Win or lose you should go
Getting warm, getting cold
Weather could be so good or bad
But baby this is life
Now don't get mad

Bridge:
Life's full of challenges
Not all the time we get what we want
But don't despair my dear
(And i know that) You'll take each trial
And you'll make it through the storm coz you're
strong
My faith in you is clear
So i'll say once again this world is wonderful
And let us celebrate life that's so beautiful, so
beautiful

m gonna watch my sassy girl ulit!!!
m so bored na talaga here....

hayayayay

i feel so sabog today. i woke up at 9 am.the time im supposed to be in the office. ang pangit ng feeling. parang zombie day na naman.
but despite that, i can feel na im getting back on track... the track that leads to sanity and normalcy.
i had a great time with kit yesterday (and yes, im ready to axe those snails again...), i shopped at an ukay store (and found three nice tops, one of them,an original Custo Barcelona! Worth P2000 but i got it for P60! Barely used pa sha!), im having lunch with the JOWA peeps later to interview an applicant (bwahahah, si ego ay applicant pa lamang. hehe), im going to meet abe and jaimee on friday afternoon to chika, i have a lot of online friends to make daldal to, and after a 100 years, i have plans to go on a really loooong vacation (er, 1 whole week... mahaba na un! :D) tapos malapit na birthday kooooo!!! GIFT KO GIFT KO!!!! :D
o ayan, di na ko feeling zombie. :D
wala na naman work today. hahahah!

miss ko na ung being on the brink of "falling in love"...

Stop Think
-Aliya Parcs

here we go again falling in love again
falling in love all over
we though we've seen the end
thought it was over then
but the feeling's back and we're starting over

hanging conversation, silly accusations
we never made it through cos me and you
we never had a chance... and now we're taking another

stop think wait a minute is it love that we really feel
we've been hurting bad we've been hurt before
don't you fall until we know for sure
stop think wait a minte is it love that we really feel
we've been there before we've been through that door
don't you fall until we know for sure

here we go again taking a chance again
finding ourselves together
falling in love again losing it all again
watching the world go by as we're starting over

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playing the fool together playing the game too long
thought we were wising up but we're starting over
and i don't care if we're wrong

nice nice nice... *sigh*

game over

and i dont think i want to try again... nor will i aspire to get to the next level... it just gets tiring and really depressing... im tired of jumping over rocks or throwing axes at snails or trying to hide from the big monster just to fall into the river... you try your best, put in all your time, effort, u lose sleep and eating and fun time over it... and then what? the screen says it all afterward... LOSER.
this player is out of the game. its just not worth it, at least thats how i feel ryt now.
before id be bummed that it's game over. but im just not anymore. haha, namanhid na sa kakapindot ng keypads... besides, it would be foolish to waste away on something u cant change. the game never did reward you with much anyway, no matter how hard u tried. u just didnt make it, u werent born to master the game...
but boohoo is for the real losers. and i dont plan to be the loser here. simply because i gave it my best shot. and if that aint enough, so be it then.
i did give all i had... but i wont be depressed over that. no use to be...
so i think ill catch up with my friends since ive gotten myself lost in this game for too long...
i need to redeem myself...