:D

all morning, i had an attack of grave insanity.
being insane for me kasi, is not a permanent condition, but spurts...
i am truly insane one moment, and the next, i am totally ok! as in, i was on the verge of breaking down this morning and now i am so happy, i am in the mood to sing!!! hahaha
ok. that sounds insane. but really. i am okay now.
kanina, i felt so pathetic and all torn apart. but now, i actually feel like i am whole again and that i can take on anything.
i guess it's because now, i am secure. very secure.
secure of my own feelings... secure of what i want... secure of what i have.
i have the most amazing relationship with my soulmate. my bestfriend. :D
even though we drive each other crazy sometimes and we pop each other's balloons (egos), we'll always have enough love to hang on to, and so, we just smile and laugh and act all silly. kasi we are in love.
haha, on any normal day i wouldn't type this down. but i feel so giddy and happy. what the hell. :D
basta, alam ko kahit na i may feel threatened or i may feel na may kulang. i am now sure of it. our love is one of a kind and definitely the real thing.
sana nga im not jinxing it.
pero sa ngayon. i feel so wonderful.
and im going to start praying again.
we are both going to start praying again.
and that will make all the difference.