insomnia

been suffering from insomia from the past few days...
but im not really complaining. i just feel really groggy in the mornings and lazy to work... so what else is new?
ive finaly decided i will seriously apply at italliani's and juggle two jobs at the same time.
i dont have any choice.
seriously.
i am in so much debt because i have been shopping recklesly...
and if i plan to nurse this hobby (hehe hobby daw o!), i'd better have enough money.
so that's the key. get another job.
the way i see it, id have a 9-5 job (hell, i can manage 10-5!) and then maybe 6-12 at italliani's...
besides ive always wanted to try out being a food server at such a classy place...
the pay aint bad either... if i get lucky, id get about 40 thou net with these two jobs monthly. heaven.
pray pray pray that it does push through!
anyway, ive got a new addiction, haha. ive managed to watch 5 straight episodes of The O.C. while processing one company... so im procrastinating, i know, but you get hooked really...
hay nako, here i go again.
i just hope i dont fall into trouble soon, or too much debt or whatever.
i hope i can seriously pull everything off so that my mom wont treat me like a helpless useless baby anymore...

i'd like to share share

On Marriage.

Do not marry someone you can live with;
marry someone you cannot live without.

CHERISH YOUR CHOSEN ONE
By Bo Sanchez

Getting married is the greatest mistake anyone can ever make.

Being wed is the height of insanity, the most ludicrous commitment, the most totally illogical decision any human being can fall into. Tell me. Why should I commit myself to be with one woman for the rest of my life - and thereby reject 3.2 billion other females in the world?

Along the way, I'll meet a girl who'll be more beautiful, or more intelligent, or more charming, or sexier, or holier. So why nail myself down to one choice, permanently -- and suffer the agony of simply watching beauties pass me by?

And in western countries, one out of two marriages end up in divorce. That blows my mind. That's a pathetic 50% failure rate! I would never buy a car, a stereo, a shaver, or even a nail clipper if there was a 50%chance that it would conk out on me. I simply wouldn't.

And why stay with one person "in sickness or in health, in riches or in poverty, till death do us part"? Is my mind fried? If my shirt shrinks on me because I eat too many pizzas, don't I just throw it away and buy an XL?

(That will be the day.) And if I outgrow my ancient computer, don't I just look for an updated version?

And then there's the catastrophe some call kids. I mean, I don't really want to wake up in the middle of the night to entertain a self-centered, bald, toothless tyrant in diapers? Do I really want little rampaging monsters to break the most expensive furniture in my house? Do I really want juvenile creatures to stay on the phone for six hours straight, listen to noise they call music that you believe came directly from hell, and mope around uncommunicative, catatonic, and depressed because another demented juvenile creature (a.k.a.boyfriend) hasn't called in the past thirty minutes?

Why should I go through the torture? Marriage is insanity.

But few years ago, on my 32nd birthday, I gave myself a special birthday gift: I got married to a lovely woman -- and committed myself to insane living.

Marowe is her name, the person I chose - out of 3.2 billion females.

Yes, we now have a tiny tyrant that wakes us up at night, and in the near future, we will most likely have little monsters that will destroy our house during playtime, and creatures from outer space that we will call teenagers.

Why?

For three reasons.

FAITH. We believe that God calls us into marriage. And if HE called us there, that means He'll be there to meet us. We will suffer all things-just let us be with our God.

HOPE. We confidently expect the best blessings -- immeasurably much more than all the hardship. God will bless us beyond our wildest dreams.

LOVE. Oh yes, there will be other females who'll be more beautiful, or more intelligent, or more this and more that. But they'll only be just that - females - like flowers in the field of a million hectares of flower fields.

But not this woman - my Marowe - the one beautiful flower I have personally chosen, personally picked from her roots, personally planted in my own clay pot, personally watered everyday, personally watched every day, and personally loved every day. Because of my love for her, there will be no one like her.

In my heart, she will eternally be the most beautiful flower of them all.

Because in the end, there will be only be faith, hope, and love.

And the greatest of these is LOVE.

this pretty much sums up how i feel

The World Is Black
Good Charlotte


Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say

Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in his hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is he listening?

We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we say, say, say

We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I say

The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we say, say, say

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening

i can't wait to try this out! :P 

just got a new calvin & hobbes book... sometimes what they say are so true... 

hahaha

Three convicts were on the way to prison. They were each allowed to take one item with them to help them occupy their time while incarcerated.
On the bus, one turned to another and said, "So, what did you bring?"

The second convict pulled out a box of paints and stated that he intended to paint anything he could. He wanted to become the "Grandma Moses of Jail." Then he asked the first, "What did you bring?"

The first convict pulled out a deck of cards and grinned and said, "I brought cards. I can play poker, solitaire, gin, and any number of games."

The third convict was sitting quietly aside, grinning to himself. The other two took notice and asked, "Why are you so smug? What did you bring?"

The guy pulled out a box of tampons and smiled. He said, "I brought these."

The other two were puzzled and asked, "What can you do with those?"

He grinned and pointed to the box and said, "Well according to the box, I can go horseback riding, swimming, roller-skating...."

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

bored... hehe

Your IQ Is 110

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional Your General Knowledge is Above Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

keys to my heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like your lover to think that you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

book 6

i just finished harry potter and the half blood prince.
i cant quite explain how i feel.i loved how rowling has spun a thousand love stories in this one. surprising how some turned out... i was taken aback den by how "teen-y" this book is... all that adolescence reeking...
but halfway through the book i had a feeling that this book wasnt made really to delight anyone.simply put, almost everything was unexpected. it was depressing. parang andaming nawala saken after reading the book.
why did he have to die? :( yan na ang spoiler ko. and that's been bothering me... couldn't rowling have written it another way? i mean, black's already gone, that should've been enough... ay ewan..
sana lang book 7 is mega-triumphant, unlike this one...
hayyy... pano pa ko makatulog nyan nadedepress naman ako...
and f*** you damn traitor!!!i knew from the start we couldnt trust you! (ay, affected daw ba ako sobra?!nakakainis lang talaga!)

jam-packed week

i actually felt like i had a life this week. haha.
many things happened this week, all significant in their own way, so i feel like this week, i've managed to figure out something new... or at least, something new about myself.

Friday, after filling up my online application form for Ateneo MBA, i rushed to rockwell to pay for the exam fee. huhu. goodbye P1,200... i then spent until 10pm studying there. haha, nerd pero i really was nervous about the exams cause i haven't done Math problems for so long. I met up with Gee for awhile to ask about the exams pero sabi nya, wala lang daw yon, kayang kaya ko. hehe shempre makulit ako, i still stayed to study. ang sarap den kasi ng feeling na i was there e. i really miss being in a school. I then met up with Eyps, Jaja and Citas, who are attending law school. hehe sinama pa nila ko sa isang gathering na may free dinner! ang saya.
Saturday, I had my MBA exam. I thought I'd done pretty good, pero shempre wala pa ring sigurado. Especially that part na u have to choose if it's true, probably true, false, probably false... argh kakastress that one. Anyway, so i decided to unwind... while waiting for Kit (kasi we made plans to meet), naku, dahil sa pag-ikot ikot ko sa Glorietta, i ended up shopping. I bought 4 shirts lang naman. hehe. Then we watched Fantastic Four. ang ganda! :) natuwa ako sobra. hehe.it's been awhile since I enjoyed a flick like that. Nagka-crush tuloy ako kay Torch because of his antics. basically, such playfulness is attractive to me :)
Sunday, i watched my first ever UAAP game. Ateneo vs. LaSalle shempre. haha, after ko mag-graduate tsaka ko lang naramdaman ang school spirit in this aspect. it felt good, actually. and fun! i never expected id have fun considering i dont really like basketball that much. but i guess the hype that goes with cheering helped. kahit na talo. hehe. it was nice to bond with my two best guy buds too. Miss ko na sila kasama kasi umiiral ang kakulitan at ka-jolog-an namen pagmagkakasama kami. Salamat sa libre, Ge at Nino! :) sa uulitin! hehe. dami nyo na utang saken sa lahat ng mga gabi na pinuyat nyo ko dahil sa mga problema nyo sa pag-ibig! hehehe.
Monday, Kit and I ate at Chef D' Angelo. ang sarap talga don hehe. and then we finally got to watch Batman Begins. I agree. It's the best Batman movie so far. realistic kasi. basta i liked it. :) oh, and nga pala! i called up Ateneo, and i passed!!! got an email too from the registrar's...

Congratulations Anna, you made it to the Ateneo again by topping this batch
of examinees. Please call Beth at 8995548 for more details. Welcome back.

yuh!!! i was #1 out of almost 30 people who took the exams... yeahh!!! galing ko... hehehe :D
i was just so amazed by that kaya i was in a daze for a long time and quite jumpy, perky and giddy... Plus, they told me pwede pa ko humabol for the first trisem. shempre excited ang nerdy lola mo!
So Tuesday, nagleave ako just to fix my requirements. hay nako, harrassing, but i was disappointed later on (as in nagdeflate ako) kasi it turns out i couldnt pay through my credit card :( so even if my mom offered to lend me money, hindi na lang. tutal i've missed a week of classes already, and considering na 8,500 per subject, di ko naman masusulit. i actually thought it could be a sign na maybe i should apply to LaSalle na ren... pero on that im not decided yet... it turns out 10thou naman per subject in LaSalle... hay whatever...
Wednesday and Thursday rolled by... between chores, lots of work and cleaning my cubicle in the office, diets and a bit of shopping, watching cartoons in the morning and telenovelas in the evening, every minute was jampacked as usual... (rally rally days are here again... Jeezzz... when will the Filipino people quit these shows on the streets? really, pupunta lang sila kasi may artista... for those naman na edukado, tama na, abuso na ang people power idea, nawawala na ung ganda non e). There's a reason why a constitution is in place... We cant just always try to overthrow any ruler because we arent happy with the way things are going...
Anyway... im not into politics anyway... so here it's Friday... and my mom is telling me to "please inquire about immigration to Canada". she says our goal is to migrate to Canada by the year 2008. hayyy i have a lot of issues about that, but then, let's leave that to another post, since this is long na.
tomorrow is July 16... it's the release of Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince!!! i've reserved a copy and i am sooo excited to read it na!!! :) wheeee...
hope i have another event-filled week!

freaky...

i just called ateneo grad school of business yesterday and inquired about the MBA program. nice, huh? im finally taking action. and guess what?
they have exams tomorrow. Saturday. some IQ shit. and last night i've realized my Math IQ is the pits. really.
:(
if i take the test tomorrow, (not that im pessimistic, but realistic!) i have smaller chances of passing... or at least wowing them (haha!).
Gee was telling me it was easy lang. sisiw compared to college. but the thing is, i haven't solved math problems in a while... or even really put my mind to a load of brain work either.
i am a bundle of nerves and i am scared shitless. (what does shitless mean? no shit.)
f*ck.
i still have a bunch of essays to answer like, what are my strengths and weaknesses, why an MBA, your accomplishments, etc, etc...
i am sooo not prepared.
oh man.
i am so shitty. i mean, i could have prepared! argh!!!
why do i have to be so darn procrastinating all the time!?!? (shit and i know my grammar here is incorrect somehow...)
Does one's IQ diminish? i sure hope not... and i hope im still good at study cramming...
so... i gotta cram!!!

Galing sa isang ordinaryong manggagawa sa Pilipinas... PANALO!

Walang kwenta ang Pilipinas
By: jawbreaker. (isang ordinaryong office worker na ayaw na magbayad ng tax...ever!)

Hindi ko na mapigilan ang sarili ko. Sukang-suka na ko sa mga nangyayari sa bansang 'to!
Walang katapusang corruption, walang kamatayang pangbabatikos, pagbabatuhan ng tae at pagpapa-taasan ng ihi ng mga pulitiko sa bawat isa, walang tigil na imbestigasyon ng kung ano-anong isyu pero wala namang matinong resolusyon, walang puknat na pag-aagawan ng kapangyarihan sa pagitan ng mga partido, patuloy na pagdami ng tamad at tangang Pilipino, patuloy na pakikipaglaban ng ideolohiyang wala namang silbi.
Ang gobyerno ng Pilipinas, talo pa ang septic tank na hinihigop ng Malabanan - saksakan ng dumi at napakabaho. Kaya hindi nakakapagtaka na ang Pilipinas ang isa sa pinakamahirap at corrupt na bansa sa mundo. Kasi lahat sila bulok, lahat sila walang kwenta. Lahat sila sugapa sa kapangyarihan at sa pera.
ANAK NG TETENG! !$#%Q!&!* @!!!!!
KAHIT KRISTIYANO AKO, HINDI KO MAPIGILANG MAGMURA AT HILINGIN SA DIYOS (MINSAN NGA PATI SA DEMONYO) NA MAMATAY NA SILANG LAHAT AT I-BBQ SILA NG HABANG-BUHAY SA IMPIERNO.
SINONG "SILA"? EH DI MGA CORRUPT NA GOVERNMENT OFFICIALS AND WORKERS, MGA TAMBAY NA PILIPINO NA ANG LALAKI NG KATAWAN PERO HINDI NAMAN NAGTRATRABAHO AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX, MGA MAYAYAMAN AT ARISTANG TAX EVADERS, PATI MGA AKTIBISTA, NPA AT IBA PANG IDEOLOGICAL GROUPS NA HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG TAX PERO PANG-GULO!!! MAMATAY NA KAYO!!!
Lagi na lang sinasabi ng mga pulitiko: Ipaglaban ang masa! Tulungan ang masa! Mahalin ang masa!
PUNYETA! MASA LANG BA ANG TAO SA PILIPINAS?
SINO BA TALAGA ANG BUMUBUHAY SA PUNYETANG BANSANG TO?
SAAN BA GALING ANG PANGPAGAWA NG MGA TULAY AT KALYE? SAAN BA GALING ANG PORK BARREL? SAAN BA GALING ANG PERANG KINUKURAKOT NYO?
KAMI NA MGA MANGGAGAWA AT MIDDLE CLASS NA BAGO PA MAKUHA ANG SWELDO BAWAS NA - KAMI ANG BUMUBUHAY SA WALANG KWENTANG BANSA NA 'TO!!!!!!!!!
BAKIT YANG BANG MGA MASANG YAN NA LAGI NA LANG SENTRO NG PLATAPORMA NG MGA PULITIKO EH NAGBABAYAD BA NG TAX???!!!!
F**K YOU! KAHIT ISA SA MGA NAG-RA-RALLYING MGA SQUATTER NA YAN, KAHIT SINGKO HINDI NAG-RE-REMIT YAN SA BIR!
PERO PINAPAKINGGAN BA KAMI NG GOBYERNO?
LAGI NA LANG OPINYON NG MASA ANG INIINTINDI NG GOBYERNO.
KUNG SINO ANG NAG-RA-RALLY, SA EDSA, SILA ANG NASUSUNOD.
KUNG SINO ANG MAS MALAKAS SUMIGAW PERO WALA NAMANG ECONOMIC CONTRIBUTION, SILA LAGI ANG FOCUS PAG MAY PROBLEMA.
SILA LAGI ANG BIDA.
KAMING MGA ORDINARYONG OFFICE WORKERS, OFW'S, LABORERS AT IBA PANG NAG-TRA-TRABAHO AT NAGBABAYAD NG TAX - KAMI ANG NAGPAPAKAHIRAP PARA BUHAYIN ANG PILIPINAS. KAMI ANG MGA TUNAY NA BAYANI NG BANSA!!!
Tuwing nakikita ko ang payslip ko, nag-iinit ang ulo ko at gusto kong maiyak sa inis. Napakalaki ng tax na binabawas sa akin pero ginagamit lang sa walang kwentang bagay ang perang pinaghirapan ko.
Lahat ng pagtitipid ginagawa ko para suportahan ang sarili ko, pamilya ko at ang punyetang bansang to. Ni hindi ako makabili ng chicken and spaghetti meal sa Jollibee kahit gutom na gutom na ko. Nag-tya-tyaga ako sa waffle na tig-P10, o kaya pag may konting pera, junior bola-bola siopao sa Mini-Stop sa halangang P20.
Eh kung yung pera ko na pinapangbabayad sa tax sa kin na lang napunta, eh di sana nakakapanood pa ko ng sine at least 2 beses sa isang buwan. Nakabili na sana ako ng bagong rubber shoes. Nakapagpagawa na sana ako ng sarili kong bahay.
Yung tax na binabayad ko, karamihan nun derecho sa bulsa ng mga corrupt na mga government officials at workers. Habang hirap na hirap akong i-budget ang pera ko, sila naman nagpapakasarap sa mga mansyon. SUV's at luxury cars pa ang dina-drive nila, samantalang ako sa pedicab lang sumasakay!
P****** INA! PERA KO YANG PINAPAGPAPASASAAN NYO!!!!!
Yung tax na binabayad ko, pinapangsuporta sa mga mahihirap. Saan ba galing ang pera pangpagawa ng housing at pagtulong sa mga mahihirap, di ba sa mga manggagawa na nagbabayad ng buwis! Pero karamihan ng mahihirap, kung umasta kala mo inaapi sila ng sobra.
SA TOTOO LANG NO, KAYA ANG MGA MAHIHIRAP LALONG NAGHIHIRAP KASI MGA TAMAD!
Ang daming mga tambay sa kalye na walang trabaho pero ang laki ng katawan. Eh kung sila ba nagkargador sa pier eh di sana may pera sila.
TAPOS WALA NA NGANG PERA, ANAK PA NG ANAK!
PUNYETA! LALO NYO LANG PINAPADAMI ANG TAMAD AT TANGA SA MUNDO!!!!!
Naaawa ako sa mga batang pakalat-kalat sa kalye at namamalimos. Imbes na nag-aaral, dumadagdag lang sila sa bilang ng mga future criminals sa Pinas. Hindi ako magtataka na yung batang nakita kong namamalimos sa Cubao, pagkatapos ng ilang taon cellphone snatcher na.
YUNG MGA MAGULANG NAMAN DYAN, COMMON SENSE LANG! HIRAP NA HIRAP NA NGA KAYO SA BUHAY, MANGDADAMAY PA KAYO NG IBA?! PAPARAMIHAN NYO PA LAHI NYO!
Palibhasa walang mga trabaho at walang pinagkaka-abalahan, kaya nagkakalabitan at nagsusundutan na lang maghapon, magdamag. Sa totoo lang, nakakabilib. Kasi kahit sa ilalim ng tulay o sa kariton lang, nakakabuo pa rin ng bata! Ibig sabihin, maabilidad ang mga Pinoy. Kung gugustuhin, gagawan ng paraan. Kahit sa makipot, mabaho at maduming lugar - SOLVE!
Isa pang mga grupo ng tao na nakakainis, yung mga aktibista, NPA at kung ano-ano pang ideological political groups. Sabi nila, mahal na mahal nila ang Pilipinas kaya pinagpalalaban nila ang kanilang mga adhikain.
PUNYETA! EH HINDI RIN KAYO NAGBABAYAD NG TAX! ANG KAKAPAL RIN NG MGA MUKHA NYO!
MGA IPOKRITO! MAHAL DAW ANG PILIPINAS AYAW NAMAN MAGBAYAD NG BUWIS!
BAKIT MAY BIR COLLECTOR BA SA GITNA NG MENDIOLA AT EDSA?! MAY TAX COLLECTION BA SA BUNDOK?!
WALA DIN NAMAN KAYONG MGA TRABAHO! KUNG MAY TRABAHO TALAGA KAYO, HINDI KAYO MAG-RA-RALLY DAHIL SAYANG ANG SWELDO NYO PAG ABSENT KAYO!
PAANO NYO MAIPAPAKITA ANG PAGMAMAHAL NYO SA PILIPINAS KUNG WALA NA KAYONG GAWANG MATINO KUNDI MAG-RALLY AT MAMUNDOK??!!!
ISA PA YANG MGA MAYAYAMAN AT MGA ARTISTA, NA NANGDADAYA AT HINDI NAGBABAYAD NG BUWIS. ANG KAKAPAL NG MUKHA NYO! ANG DAMI NYO NA NGANG PERA NANGDADAYA PA KAYO SA TAX!!!! HINDI NYO NAMAN MADADALA SA IMPIERNO YANG MGA KAYAMAN NYO. MASUSUNOG LANG DUN YAN.
KAYA LALONG BUMABAGSAK ANG NEGOSYO DITO SA PILIPINAS, KASI MGA NEGOSYANTE MANDARAYA. PATI SHOWBIZ INDUSTRY, BAGSAK NA DIN. KARMA ANG TAWAG DYAN. MGA BALASUBAS KASI.
Sana magkaron ng POLITICAL AND NATIONAL CLEANSING.
Alisin (mas maganda kung patayin na lang) ang lahat ng pulitiko at political families sa puwesto. Tibagin ang lahat ng mapanirang organizations at grupo. Itapon sa malayong isla o kaya i-pwersa ng hard labor ang mga sobrang tamad na mga Pilipino. Ihiwalay ang mga bata sa kanilang mga tamad at tangang magulang upang makapag-aral sila at maturuan na maging mabuting tao at mamamayan. Magkaron ng bagong lider na walang political ties at utang na loob sa kahit sino. At higit sa lahat, dapat tax payers lang ang pwedeng bumoto!
Kung kinakailangang magka-giyera para magtino ang mga Pilipino, ayos lang. Masyado na kasing matigas ang ulo ng mga tao dito. Gusto ng kalayaan, pero hindi naman handang panagutan ang responsibilidad ng pagiging malaya. Meron daw pinaglalaban na prinsipyo at adhikain pero takot namang mamatay para dito.
(Sa mga nakaka-alam sa anime na Gundam Wing, yan ang inspirasyon ko sa new Pinas hehe. I love you Zechs! I love you Treize!)
Hangga't hindi nagkakaron ng radical change, patuloy na walang kwenta ang Pilipinas at patuloy na magiging tanga ang majority ng mga Pilipino.
Sa dami ng nag-mi-migrate na Pilipino sa ibang bansa, dadating ang panahon na minority na lang ng population sa Pilipinas ang may utak. Yung mga magagaling na Pilipino, malamang maubos na. Sobra na kasi silang na-fru-frustrate at na-de-depress sa mga nakikita nila.
Ilang taon pa at aalis na rin ako sa Pilipinas. Wala kong balak na magkaron ng pamilya sa isang bansa na hindi pinapahalagahan ang kontribusyon ng mga taong tunay na bumubuhay dito. Kawawa naman ang magiging anak ko kung dito sya mabubuhay.
Sa totoo lang, broken hearted ako. Minahal ko din ang bansang ito. Pilit kong pinagtatanggol kahit bulok. Nakarating na ko ng ibang bansa, pero pinili kong bumalik. Pero ngayon, ayoko na. Suko na ko. Sayang lang ako sa bansang to. Simple lang naman ang hiling ko. Gusto ko lang mabuhay ng tahimik at maayos. Gusto ko na kahit paano eh maipagmalaki ang Pilipinas. Pero wala eh. Doomed to be jologs ang bansang to.
Alam ko marami pa ang umaasa at naniniwala sa pagbabago. Good luck and God bless! Sana tama kayo at mali ako.

i am a nerd

i actually have a lot of work to do today (and i've taken that upon myself, that's right, because it's another one of those days that i really want to be working), but considering i haven't blogged in a while and i'd like to share my thoughts to my adoring public, or rather, just occupy a larger space (or kilobyte) in this world wide web...
Mesyl asked for my help in editing her paper for her Theory and Practice Planning class in UP later. And i had fun. hahah. NERD! not really fun fun, but i liked editing it. i liked giving her suggestions on how she could improve it. hell, i even googled a bit and gave her additional sources.
bottomline: i really want to study na. i want to make papers and think and do stuff where i can feel my brain growing. hahaha.
i do think i will be teaching in the future, too. my sister thinks im the greatest teacher ever, telling me her classmates will absolutely love me... and then i daydream about teaching elementary students and getting loads of gifts during Christmas... hahaha. ganun naman un e, maraming regalo pagpasko. :)
anyway, you would think i'd prioritize my applications for gradschool ryt? wrong!
i applied to be a research writer! hahaha. i'm gonna be tasked to do research papers for the mentally challenged students of first world countries. the pay is great so... we'll see if i can be up to the challenge :)
for grad school applications, well, i've decided i'll give ateneo MBA a shot, and i hope i pass, because id really love to study there, but if i don't, well, La Salle aint so bad right? (super crossed fingers, it hurts)
well, i need to run now cos i need to finish a truckload of those mutual funds (slave drivers they are)...
if you're curious about how my diet is going... well, i dont really know if i really am eating less. all im sure of is i try really to ingest smaller amounts, though i always feel the need of munching on something... hayyy... i cant do the all veggie or all protein diet kasi e. not yet anyway...