on working late...

lately, ive been coming home around 730-8pm... and actually i love working late. hahaha.
i can go at my own pace adn it's a nice kind of quiet (some are working late also so its not the freaky kind of silence).
i get to chat with friends cause they're home by now.
i get to watch a lot of csi, sex and the city and queer eye, which are all stored on the shared drive.
i get to "diet", cause i eat either a fruit (today its a banana), or crackers, or something left over from lunch. then by the time i get home im too tired to eat, so i end up eating practically nothing at night, and im okay by it.
only my mom hates it.
but actually she's one of the factors why i like working late. by the time i come home, she'd be in bed. bwahahaha... evil. but sometimes, mothers are so paranoid and OC and its hard for them to stop talking and cut you some slack...
on a lighter note:
HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY TO US, TABEBE!

pizza pizza pizza!!!

may libreng food na naman and this time it's pizzaaa!!!
arrggghhh... ayaw talaga ni Lord na magdiyeta ako!!!
either that or He's super testing my will power... huhuhu. i feel so weak...
but what the heck!
at least my tummy's full and i cant help SMILING!!!
heeheehee...

Lovin' them smiley happy songs...

Get a copy of these songs and get your head boppin' along. Courtesy of this 13 yr old im so very jealous of and the soul siren...

"The Happy Song" - Jojo

[Verse 1:]
Nothin makes me more happy than to know
That I have such a close friend
To know that you're down for me is reassuring
It's the reason I'm always smilin

And when I'm kickin' it with you
I have a lot fun with you
Never any kind of pressure
Comin' from you
Trying to get me to do
Anything I'm not ready to
That's why I really like you

[Chorus:]
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
You make me happy
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
Da da da da da
So very happy

[Verse 2:]
I never get tired of talkin' on the phone with you
For hours at a time
And as time goes by we will come grown up and wise
I hope we'll be just as tight

And it was supposed to be
Then we're gonna be
No one can stop what's destined
For you and me
Who's to say that we
Won't fall deep in love
It's a very good chance because

[Chorus x2]

[Bridge:]
I might be young
But I still know what it is (to be happy)
I know what's in my heart
I know what's on my mind
And it's you all of the time

[Repeat Chorus to fade]


"Smile" -Nina

Oh baby
Aint like you to make me smile
Pick me up when I’m feeling down
When no one else comes around
Aint like you to make me smile

Oh baby
Aint like you to make cry
Every mile brings another tear
Just wishing you were here
Aint like you to make me cry

How many time have I
Hung on the line
Waiting for you to say the words
To let me know that you’re needing me so…

Oh baby
Aint like you to make me smile
Though I may not tell you enough
When it all gets too much
Aint like you to make me
Aint like you to make me
Aint like you to make me... smile

i love birthdays!!!

superrr!!!
kasi pag merong may birthday... FREE FOOOOODDDD!!!!
hahaha. un nga lang, this sooo ruins my diet, which i just started nung saturday:
cut back on rice during breakfast/lunch, no rice in the evenings or maybe just a cracker, or none at all,veggie veggie fruits fruits fruits.
but here i am pigging out on palabok, spaghetti, pichi pichi and a bit of ice cream! (a bit daw o)
i loooovvve birthdays.
hmmm. will i be able to throw a birthday party for myself next year? me want gifts!!! hehe.

itching to watch...

Feng Shui... i actually thought this was for laughs but people say it really is for the screams...
Saved! - saw the trailer, really cute satire.
Bridget Jones Diary 2, Edge of Reason - as witty as the first ill bet.

this weekend, boredom...
next week, harrassed as ever again...
soemtimes, i wish my life was just watching a movie after another...
really.

grocery bonding

My mom and i went grocery shopping yesterday, and we were getting along sooo well, akala ko hindi totoo... haha! and we were talking about the future and possible business plans and stuff, and it was sooo nice...
Yun nga lang, times like that are so rare and so short. Especially with our notorious mood swings. Or actually, hers lang, then i get carried away in defense. hayyy.
FYI, we spent P3,400 for groceries. sheeesshhh. ang unti lang we filled up two carts. haha. pero stuff are mahal na talaga. grrr.
anyway, late na naman ako for work, came in at 1030, but no big deal. when i opened my mail nga, my other boss told me to take a break today, so i dont have any work to do.
I LOVE MY JOB!
hahaha.
so here i am, i just finished an episode of CSI Miami, and im off to watch another :D
Tata!

God looks out for the idiots...

LIKE ME...
nakita na ngang rainy season, di pa magdala ng payong, kahit pa malaki ang payong sa bahay... o di kaya, palitan na ang nawalang payong at bumili.
One of these days, i think God will "punish" me for that. Lately, i'm blessed na, kahit malakas ang ulan while im commuting, by the time i need to get off, lo and behold! Tiny raindrops keep falling on my head, and not the big hard ones na. God loves me talaga, but then, isang araw talaga, makukulitan na sha sa katigasan ng ulo ko. Sana i can buy a sturdy and strong, di mawawala ever payong (the last one i bought lasted for 2 weeks before i lost it again...)
Anyway, i think ill go ahead and start working na. We have training pa later so i need to focus na... Though im itching to watch CSI, hehe.
Btw, Smart wants to interview me for a Revenue Assurance Analyst. Sounds deep, so i decided to try it, even though i dont think ill be taking it... unless it offers 25 thou and a lot of benefits, haha! sige ill go ahead and do that resume pa pala...

somebody makes it all come crashing down...

know the feeling that u get so psyched about something, you have these great plans in a flash, because you start really defining your dreams, really thinking about what you want to happen, in almost full detail, that you can almost taste your success, that you keep thinking, this is it, ive found what i really want to do, and im going to make it and this is going to be my "legacy" or maybe what you can say is the "story of my life", na parang pang-Maalala Mo Kaya, na all you're life, it's been this really crazy roller coaster ride, but then, you reach the top, and you're not afraid of it, and you're not taking the plunge down anytime soon...
tapos... somebody "injects" poison into everything through her negativity and finds fault in everything, and keep pushing their own dreams on you kasi that's what's right daw. Na you should just listen to them kasi you don't really know anything.
Bullshit.
Why can't i just live my own life?
One of these days, i am going to move out. How soon? I feel sick whenever i'm thinking that the possibility is too far pa. Or na, i move out, just because she wants me to-- and im headed to another country just because she wants to live there, at ipapain nya muna ako.
Why can't I just be who i want to be?

scary...

Over-used brains
From the WEEKLY WORLD NEWS

MOSCOW-Doctors are blaming a rare electrical imbalance in the brain for the bizarre death of a chess player whose head literally exploded in the middle of a championship game! No one else was hurt in the fatal explosion but four players and three officials at the Moscow Candidate Chess Championships were sprayed with blood and brain matter when Nikolai Titov's head suddenly blew apart.
Experts say he suffered from a condition called Hyper-Cerebral Electrosis or HCE. "He was deep in concentration with his eyesfocused on the board," says Titov's opponent, Vladimir Dobrynin.
"All of a sudden his hands flew to his temples and he screamed in pain.
Everyone looked up from their games, startled by the noise. Then, as if someone had put a bomb in his cranium, his head popped like a firecracker."
Incredibly, Titiov's is not the first case in which a person's headspontaneously exploded. Five people are known to have died of HCE in the last 25 years. The other incident occurred just occured in 1991, when European psychic Barbara Nicole's skull burst.
Miss Nicole's story was reported by newspapers worldwide, including WWN.
"HCE is an extremely rare physical imbalance," said Dr. Anatoly Martinenko, famed neurologist and expert on the human brain who did the autopsy on the brilliant chess expert. "It is a condition in which the circuits of the brain become overloaded by the body's own electricity. The explosions happen during periods of intense mental activity when lots of current is surging through the brain."
Victims are highly intelligent people with great powers of concentration.
Both Miss Nicole and Mr. Titov were intense people who tended to keep those cerebral circuits overloaded.>>In a way it could be said they were literally too smart for their owngood." Although Dr. Martinenko says there are probably many undiagnosed cases, he hastens to add that very few people will die from HCE.
"Most people who have it will never know. At this point, medical science still doesn't know much about HCE. And since fatalities are so rare it will probably be years before research money becomes available."
In the meantime, the doctor urges people to take it easy and not think too hard for long periods of time. "Take frequent relaxation breaks when you're doing things that take lots of mental focus," he recommends.

That's it. I'm not gonna wait until my brains scatter all over the place.
Hehe, highly intelligent pa naman ako...