somebody makes it all come crashing down...

know the feeling that u get so psyched about something, you have these great plans in a flash, because you start really defining your dreams, really thinking about what you want to happen, in almost full detail, that you can almost taste your success, that you keep thinking, this is it, ive found what i really want to do, and im going to make it and this is going to be my "legacy" or maybe what you can say is the "story of my life", na parang pang-Maalala Mo Kaya, na all you're life, it's been this really crazy roller coaster ride, but then, you reach the top, and you're not afraid of it, and you're not taking the plunge down anytime soon...
tapos... somebody "injects" poison into everything through her negativity and finds fault in everything, and keep pushing their own dreams on you kasi that's what's right daw. Na you should just listen to them kasi you don't really know anything.
Bullshit.
Why can't i just live my own life?
One of these days, i am going to move out. How soon? I feel sick whenever i'm thinking that the possibility is too far pa. Or na, i move out, just because she wants me to-- and im headed to another country just because she wants to live there, at ipapain nya muna ako.
Why can't I just be who i want to be?