random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Friday, December 8

it was the BEST Christmas party evahhh!!!

will keep this short, but i just wanna say thanks to the greatest krISSmas party committee ever!


will post pictures soon!


*i was dressed as a girl scout... a very cute little girl scout... bwahahah!!!


** i won a 3 cubic feet refrigerator!!! wheee!!!

Monday, December 4

an open letter

ok, i dont really know how this goes but...
you have openly shared your feelings to the public (friendster blogger eh?) about how you feel about MY boyfriend. unfortunately, i have chanced upon that site, and may i just say, even if i also feel that you are a nice and good-natured person, you have gotten out of hand.
yes, Kit and i have gone through a rough time, and sorry to disappoint you, but it had NOTHING to do with you. Kit is just, as you said, really nice and i hope you don't read too much out of his politeness.
i think that you have gone too far... far as bitching to him, as if he owes you time or whatever... even if this is not upsetting Kit, it is upsetting me, because you are making it appear as if he is even flirting with the idea that he wants to be with you.
let me clear it up to you that we are still together, stronger than ever, and i owe all that to his supreme effort in making things work, showing me that i should not feel threatened at all that someone or something will come between us. i am quite confident that Kit will do nothing to hurt me, or make me feel that i shouldn't have trusted him.
yes, NO answer is definitely THE answer.
i am sorry. i just had to let this out. i do hope you find the happiness you deserve, you find that person who will make you feel like a princess...
i am sorry, but this prince is taken... and i hope you would sincerely respect that.
Kit has proven that he is once again worthy of my trust (and i am welcomed with open arms by his family), so please... swing your deviance some place else, and realize that infatuation is unhealthy.
Don't use the L word on him... because you have absolutely NO idea of what it takes to actually, completely and unconditionally, love this person... just... leave him - leave us... in peace.
*sorry if this is harsh... i just... wanted to rant... this is my space on the web after all, right?

I'd Still Say Yes

I love you most when we share a place
Those special good times together
It seems like our love can't get much better, no
Cuz we were as close as two could be
We knew love would last forever
We're more than just lovers, we're good friends

And even if our love
Could drift away
I wouldn't even think twice
If I wanted love back again

Because I'd still say yes to you again
My darling for you I'd do it all again
Yes I'd still say yes to you again
Darling for you
I'd do it over and over again
To you ya know I'll say yes
Oh my darling, oh my darling only for you

Where does it go, how does it end
True love it seems so easy
'Cuz we have no doubts
Where we belong, where we belong
They say time can heal a broken heart
And true love never ends
So why not start where we began

Because I'd still say yes to you again
My darling for you I'd do it all again
Yes I'd still say yes to you again
Darling for you I'd do it over and over again

Friday, December 1

prayer

i never want this fragile moment of magic to end...

please let it last...

*i'm sorry if i've been so negative lately... i've just been very afraid...
will you hold my hand?