freaky...

i just called ateneo grad school of business yesterday and inquired about the MBA program. nice, huh? im finally taking action. and guess what?
they have exams tomorrow. Saturday. some IQ shit. and last night i've realized my Math IQ is the pits. really.
:(
if i take the test tomorrow, (not that im pessimistic, but realistic!) i have smaller chances of passing... or at least wowing them (haha!).
Gee was telling me it was easy lang. sisiw compared to college. but the thing is, i haven't solved math problems in a while... or even really put my mind to a load of brain work either.
i am a bundle of nerves and i am scared shitless. (what does shitless mean? no shit.)
f*ck.
i still have a bunch of essays to answer like, what are my strengths and weaknesses, why an MBA, your accomplishments, etc, etc...
i am sooo not prepared.
oh man.
i am so shitty. i mean, i could have prepared! argh!!!
why do i have to be so darn procrastinating all the time!?!? (shit and i know my grammar here is incorrect somehow...)
Does one's IQ diminish? i sure hope not... and i hope im still good at study cramming...
so... i gotta cram!!!