insomnia

been suffering from insomia from the past few days...
but im not really complaining. i just feel really groggy in the mornings and lazy to work... so what else is new?
ive finaly decided i will seriously apply at italliani's and juggle two jobs at the same time.
i dont have any choice.
seriously.
i am in so much debt because i have been shopping recklesly...
and if i plan to nurse this hobby (hehe hobby daw o!), i'd better have enough money.
so that's the key. get another job.
the way i see it, id have a 9-5 job (hell, i can manage 10-5!) and then maybe 6-12 at italliani's...
besides ive always wanted to try out being a food server at such a classy place...
the pay aint bad either... if i get lucky, id get about 40 thou net with these two jobs monthly. heaven.
pray pray pray that it does push through!
anyway, ive got a new addiction, haha. ive managed to watch 5 straight episodes of The O.C. while processing one company... so im procrastinating, i know, but you get hooked really...
hay nako, here i go again.
i just hope i dont fall into trouble soon, or too much debt or whatever.
i hope i can seriously pull everything off so that my mom wont treat me like a helpless useless baby anymore...