sigh

ngayon pa lang ako pauwi. sigh
ok naman sa work. my performance is good, di nga lang great or superior, haha. the over-achiever inside me is screaming but then, what the hell. nakaktamad minsan talaga and sometimes u just want it to be over so badly...
hay
2 weeks pa, and i only have 2thou left of my sweldo. where the **** did my 4thou go?!
hay nako, ewan. nagshop ako for clothes, bought prepaid na 500, food siguro na madami. pero parang ung feeling na, umabot ba ng 4thou un?! kunyemas
there's also this one area of my life na di ko alam kung san patungo but ryt now im so hopeful again, and in fairness, nakakaganang magbigay ng effort (unlike before) kasi i can see changes naman.
mother's day kelan un? i bought this huge card. and i think that's all im gonna give my mom. hehe, mahal na un e, and then i dont really know what to buy den. ill save up na lang para nice ung bday gift na lang nya.
im so tempted to apply for a credit card na. so i can buy now, pay later.
i keep telling myself na, ill be responsible naman in paying kasi nga since ive worked for citibank before, mejo i know na how it goes and na dapat u pay talaga on time para no interests. kaso, knowing me... hay nako, ill keep on spending lang. pero me want pa ren. hehe.
oh well.
sana i get a reward next week for my performance sa next week. the goal is 30 companies or more, and an average of 98 and up.
wish ko lang talaga. sana sana sana.