random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Friday, February 3

ummm... uh, hello?

gawd!
has it really been a month since i last blogged?!
see, i really am busy now! my bum days are over! (i think ;)

anyway, first of all --- let's celebrate my new blog design!!! care of KIT! *clap clap* super thanks. i dont really like the pictures you chose though. hay nako pipili na lang ng pictures ung mga mukhang engs pa ako... ayaw ata ako maagaw ng iba e! hehe...

well, during the past month, i've been so busy with training - again. and it ain't over yet. i've just finished with batch 2, but there's batch 2.5, 2.7 and 2.9! (hehe) plus, batch 1 needs to train for review this time and i have to guide them through that. sheeshh... but, hey, i am NOT complaining. even if it ain't my turn to go to the States yet, even if i am really really swamped with work, i still love what i'm doing. it's the same kind of rush when i was heading some departments in orgs back in college. you just have so much responsibility that it makes you immune to stress because you are so psyched to do so many things, to feel like the world can't go on if you're not there (which has actually been true for the past month). for instance, im supposed to be on study leave tomorrow but i have to pass by work tomorrow to meet with batch 1 (and 2 also i think) so that they can proceed with their work. again, i am NOT complaining! in fact, i'm having a ball. now i don't feel like a kid anymore, and i certainly don't feel useless.

i wake up around 9 (or 10), go to work and find that some people have already been looking for me for this and that. not a minute passes by and a trainee approaches me to ask several questions. and then i sit down and i don't just surf sites anymore... but i work! i really work! haha!
jeez, aside from training, i myself will be training for compensation plans - which is really hard - dumudugo na ilong namin marinig lang namin ang mga terms na ginagamit. but then, that's a good thing cause, i guess it makes me more... umm... intellectual. haha! (i'm guaranteed a spot in the next trip to the States too - well, that's what they say anyway, but i can wait :)
then i go home around 11 or 12 in the evening usually, and my mom harasses me with stuff to do for her grad studies, such as editing her thesis proposal, doing a powerpoint presentation for her report, researching on the net or for printing out some 30 page document she needs in the morning. and so, i get to sleep at around 3 or 4am and the cycle continues... but each day is different - and HECTIC!
plus i have my classes (that damn ApMath class is hell, with fartin' long assignments to boot!argh!) - now im thinking how many classes i'm going to enrol for the 3rd semester - and if i can still handle them.

now im thinking of getting a place near the office (will be living with officemates: hmmm, housemates! oh yeah! haha!) but i think my mom won't agree because she'd probably need me to do stuff for her like- forever, but i'm gonna be firm and say i need to do that so that life would be easier for me...

oh gosh, there are a million things to do and sometimes i feel my head will explode, but yeah, i'm still ok, and when i feel numb already, i just play a bit of diner dash or puzzle inlay haha!

anyhoo... i have one fear though. sometimes i think my eyes are going out of focus. shit. i don't want to have to use glasses - or that glass thing they pop into your eye - disgusting! haha... but really. my mom will kill me too. she's been going on and on about doing this and "masisira ang mata mo nyan, bakit ba di ka makinig sa akin, nanggaling na ako jan, antigas tlga ng ulo mo!" but then i ignore her because matigas nga ang ulo ko.... oh mannn...

ok, now im getting sleepy, my eyes are getting heavy, and reggie and i have a wager on who gets to the office first tomorrow (which i think he will win by the way, since hello? my normal waking time is the time we set for the meeting. haha!)

fart. and tomorrow i must study for my math exams. grrr...
good thing my buscom class rocks!

but i'm a bit depressed now... i've got a loooong day ahead of me :(
must. go. shopping.

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