random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Tuesday, October 11

so must i!

it's been a while since i blogged... buti na lang i came across beawr's LJ... hey, if a cute little bear can blog, so must i!
but then, some of my brain cells are protesting. they are exhausted. sigh. been running around lately to do errands for my mom, plus finalizing my MBA registration... which is a glimpse of hell, as always... you'd think an online registration is a piece of cake? noooo.... it takes a super loooong time i swear. then after all that was done, i found out i'd picked out a professor from MBA Hell.... i had to come back just to change classes. it's a good thing they've opened a new class for ApMath... so i'm taking that instead of MaStat... which i think is much better. after all, math came way before stat did right? fart. im just really freaked out by all this. i really am going back to be burying myself in books, tests and terrifying teachers who freak the fart out of you. it doesnt help that i enrolled along with a bunch of chinese who actually spoke chinese in school! fart! i mean, back in college there were a lot of chinese but they rarely, i mean really rarely spoke in chinese... but this time, that's all i ever heard. meaningless sounds from the mouths of boys and babes... yes i was intimidated... good thing i look chinese... maybe i can fake it... hahaha. anyway, at work, i must confess, im not as productive as i've hoped to be. i get sooo distracted by the live feeds i swear... but at least i still get some work done...
sigh. it doesnt help that a lot of people are counting on me to do other stuff that i shouldnt even be doing. like my mom's paper and even reading assignments (because she has astigmatism she cant read for long...), my sister's creative project (for which i did not sleep at all for, but id have to give her credit too, for she slept at around 2am, when she had to wake up at 530am), my cousin's art history paper (because she doesnt have internet access..grr...), etc etc etc.
i wonder how life would be like a month from now? haha.
now i get so tired i sleep around this time na (yeah, my eyes are getting heavy already) instead of at 2 am.
yeah, that's an improvement. pretty soon, i'll either be leading a saintly life (like be in bed by 9pm *shock*) or i'd be so stressed...
ok that's it ive got to go for now.
fart. i havent brushed my teeth yet. haha.

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