random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Thursday, August 11

we just finished that corporate governance training given by vp's from rockville. it was interesting actually, but i guess the highlights of it for me when i was assigned reporter for my group's roundtable discussion. kasi naman, it's been awhile since i've done (as reggie puts it) "public speaking". hehe. it felt nice to know that although i had the jitters, i was still pretty good at it, i didnt stutter and i was only barok once. Minets. i said "...they trained for only thirty minets..."wahehe. Afterward, we decided on 5 main areas for action, and i was volunteered by Sir Tom (hehe), to head up Research Management, along with Krisna. It felt pretty good to know that he thought i could handle heading such. i mean, all the ones who were heading the other areas were team managers already, so that was a pretty big boost, professionally. :)
on other news, i've started on doing sample projects for EBio, (where i do other people's papers) it was pretty fun (geek!) and quite challenging at first, but now i'm getting a little lazy... but i do swear im going to push through with this. i hope i get a lot out of it.
next, this is pretty weird. but i dreamt last night... and all i'm going to say is that... i let him kiss me... which is weird... now i'm quite confused as to what that really means. what are dreams exactly? do they reveal our innermost feelings? are they visions of the future? are they to be considered as signs? i remember thinking that even in my dream, i felt confusion. as if i was going through that reality. am i just simply in denial? and i think there was also a point when i felt happy and satisfied... is it because i've thought about this waaayyy before, this possibility? but then there were also feelings of guilt and fear...
hay nako. ewan.

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