random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Monday, February 14

* i am inggit. jimmo and girlfriend are going to malaysia for the weekend. three whole days. astig. kahit pa sabihin nya na parang out of town lang yun (because they're based in singapore) the fact still remains that they went "out of the country" together... argh.
* im not a flower person. really. even with scents, im more into the fruity variety. but damn, when you see those pretty beautiful flowers, you cant help but wish that those wild bouquet of flowers are for you...
* should you just try to calm the hype your feeling over this commercialized day the westerners have created? expect the worst, so that if something good happens, it'll be an unexpected kind of pleasant surpirse... if nothing happens... well, at least you expected the worst. but that's like, kidding yourself right? because deep down, i can never simply expect the worst... i am tooo optimistic to play that mind game with myself. sheeshhh. frustrating.
* if the heart says FOR, the mind ABSTAINS, signs say WITHHOLD, what's the outcome?
* we are stuck in a cycle. a never-ending cycle... that MIGHT get worse as time passes, as we grow older and maybe even further apart... why take the chance? please tell me again why we should take that chance... no, dont tell me, it's up to me. CONVINCE ME. TELL ME. PERSUADE ME. maybe then, it would be a pleasant cycle... or a cycle that isnt so emotionally straining... unlike a woman's monthly period.
* dwell all you want. this shall stay with me forever. and i will... jsut give me a few more reasons and i will.
* but hey, i love you.
i love you.
i love you...
kahit na ayaw mo manood ng dreamboy with me :)

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