papitas fritas

hehe, been munching on papitas fritas. man, even if i know that im getting fat na, i have absolutely no will power talaga. sigh. even to get my butt to exercise is such a chore. anyway, that subject is depressing. change topic.
ive figured out that i dream almost every night. the difference is whether i remember them or not. and that difference lies on how many hours i sleep. it seems that when i sleep for about 6 hours or less, i can recall my dreams, but longer than that, i wont be able to na, unless it's a mini series (hehe).
ive had a number of dreams lately, and im convinced that my subconscious is indeed telling me something, cause my dreams are not the "super impossible" ones, like flying or running around with the artistas. but these are dreams that could happen and im wondering if it reveals some of my hidden desires, un-admitted attractions, etc, etc. but then, maybe my brain is just in overdrive... hmmm.
tomorrow is kit's borthday, and if you (kit) get to read this, i hope you wont be disappointed when i say i have zero plans yet. i think it has gotten to that point where, i wish to do something extraordinary, but then in the efforts to do so, i end up with, well, nothing. something at the back of my mind is telling me that this could be an unconscious effort to get back at you (evil!) and so my reflexes are refusing to cooperate with the desires of the heart. ewan. all i know is, i am even more disappointed that i cant come up with anything mind blowing, just as i did last year. and im even more worried that my brain cells are slowly dying, and so, what's gonna happen after a few more years down the road? are we going to descend ourselves to simple celebrations, then cover them up, saying that , "Simpler is better" ?!
Is simpler better?
whatever. the more pressing issue is what do i do now...
im meeting lily later to give her the hands-on manila newsletter. Now that's a worthwhile thing. I got to go in the orientation last Thursday, and i especially liked this tagline.
Your free time is a good time to care.
:D
Hands On Manila is like a bridge between volunteers and NGOs. The great thing here is that you can choose to do whatever volunteer activity you want, whether it's with kids, something to do with nature, cooking, baking, sports, the elderly, even helping in the admin stuff of NGOs... at any time you are available. Great huh?
If you're interested, just tag me, and ill fill you in more. Basta, it's a good thing to get into. Kung feeling nyo, dahil working na kayo e nawawalan na ng saysay ang buhay nyo, join ka na :D
right now, there are 6 of us who are joining (Ge, Joy M., Aja, Citas and Ian Ken).
Oh, and Lily! if i can persuade her pa. :D
Im excited to start na. :D
nga pala, i finally got my bonus na! yeah, i got really rich for a day or two, pero now, im back to the poor being that i was. sheesshhh. talagang easy come, easy go. man, super unti na lang mabibili mo. Before we left sa greenhills, i panicked kasi i thought i left some shopping bags dun sa mga stalls na we stopped over. lechugas, wala pa, yun lang pala talaga ang nabili ko. kaunti.
im not even halfway pa ng to-buy list ko. huhuhu. nakakaiyak no.
what i bought with my bonus money so far:
-grocery worth 5 thou (ouch)
-pink baggie nicey nice with swirley designs
-sandals pero 1 lang huhu
-jeans
-mara's school shoes and tons of clips (which she will probably lose after a month)
-some stuff for mommy (jewelry, blouses)
-belts! yay!
-some stuff for the getting-vain me (but hey, they are totally necessary!!!)

hmmm, yan ung naaalala ko. ey, we even bought some red wine! kasi it's good for the health ryt? hehe. but man, it's really good to drink. really really good. my mom was the one who urged me to drink. just 2 shots per day, yum! ahehe. but if ever ill get wasted in the future, bring out the red wine! :D
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