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Thursday, August 5

i had ice cream for breakfast today...

well, i did eat hotdogs with mare early 6am, but then i slept for a while again and woke up around 9 and so i quickly took a bath, changed and went here sa office, where it's sheila's bday so there was ice cream in the pantry. man. ang sarap! it's like having sosyal dirty ice cream cos i put in cookies and cream, almond and blueberry ice cream all in one cup. ansarap.
anyway, im thinking of withdrawing my part time account exec job. now lang kasi my boss offered me to work for another department, but ill still keep doing analyses for US research. ill be getting additional compensation for that, of course, and im looking forward to that. i think the work would be more challenging, sana i wont be olats at it. hehe. well, un nga lang, goodbye na malamang sa aking weekday vacations hehe. i think i'll have to start going to the office na everyday. sigh. oh well. no pain no gain. ahehe. actually di yon ung situation, pero that was what came to my head. something like, you gotta sacrifice some things to be able to achieve, well, better things. ahehe. lame.
anyway, tomorrow might just be my last weekday vacation day (hope not ofcourse). i dont really have plans for tomorrow but i have a lot of plans for saturday. im thinking me and mara will go out on a date (yihee, sister bonding!) my mom's in sorsogon kasi, doing an inspection, she'll be home sunday ata so we're left home alone. we'll start with the circus at glorietta, eat lunch, hang out at powerbooks, maybe even go to the office, not to work ah, but because my sister is making kulit how she wants to see my office. haha. and then eat some more, and maybe watch a movie. sabi ko i wont watch garfield the movie, kahit na favorite ko sha, kasi nakakatakot ung garfield sa movie, hindi na cute, pero now, i think im going to give in. i was thinking, around the world in 80 days can also be an option, kahit na, again, sabi ko i wont watch it, kahet na jackie chan is there. kasi naman, i didint really like the previews and i hated his hair. haha, dahil sa buhok eh no... pero im thinking of watching it pa ren... hmmm... its still jackie chan, and jackie chan i like... :D
anyway, this am, sa fx, i just thought of texting my hayskul barkada, cos i missed them bigla and so i mass-texted them. hay nako. they are all busy with med school, law school and board reviews no. di lang busy, sobrang busy and stressed which makes me thankful na i didnt choose any of those paths. hayyy... i guess that's how it is when you're friends with smarty smarties...we all used to think that i was ahead, basically because im working now and they're still buried in their books. pero when i think about it, years from now, they would all be professionals (well, kasi doctor, lawyer, engineer, etc) and i would still be... well, nowhere really. i envy them kasi they really went for what they wanted... ako... i dont even know what i want, until now e. sigh. i guess im gonna be like this forever. im thinking nga e, baka naman im really not destined for this... baka im not destined to work my ass off to get rich? baka im to be a philantrophist, some volunteer chuva, or a housewife, or consultant, or make speeches or whatever. hay nako. i guess it isnt even time for me to find out yet...
que sera sera...

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