random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Monday, January 3

happy new year!!!

Mara and I watched Disney on Ice last night. Super fun. and now i want to learn how to ice skate! and ive wondered how it would be to travel around the world with a troupe (like circus performers and those ice skaters)... astig cguro. :D
now i know i cant really ice skate so ive opted to either take dance or tennis lessons instead. ive vowed to do volunteer work seriously and commit myself to it NO MATTER what my mom says. this is something i want for myself, that gives me a sense of well being, NOT cleaning up the house that gets dusty and magulo no matter how many times i clean up.
Mama Nilda is in the hospital. :( she's been in the ICU since Dec. 30th. but she's okay now and due to come out tomorrow. the BIG problem is how to pay for her bills. she doesnt have enough and now the whole family's looking for money to discharge her from the hospital. i hope i can find a way to help. i hope i can dig up the number of that girl who keeps calling me at the office, trying to get me to loan money.

ive got a couple of new years resolutions, but they're all too familiar already as i list them out every year and it almost never changes.
1. save! as in a big enough amount to stash as emergency fund.
2. not be so makalat or burara
3. exercise... or at least commit to a decent physical activity once a week
4. be less selfish... but not too selfless
5. be a bit more aloof when i have to... and a lot more "there" for the people who are always there...
6. pray. go to mass. Let go and let God...
7. DO MORE, WANT LESS

that last one is a new one, and i think it can be my mantra for the year. i want to be busy this year, but the busy-ness that brings something into my life... fulfillment, money, fun experiences, etc etc... so that i can refrain from even thinking that my life is anything else but the good life that God has mapped out for me.
ive been buying books more frequently this time (yaiks) but i enjoy it anyway...
id like to end with something that made me smile from the mixed up files of mrs. basil e. frankweiler, which is really a children's book, but i loved it anyway...
Happiness is excitement that has found a settling down place, but there is always a little corner that keeps flapping around...

i hope i find this kind of happiness this year :D
click-->> happy new year!!!

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