i am unhappy

i dont know if that admission will make things better, or am i just projecting my life as something worse than it really is?
i know that there are a lot of things i have to be happy for, and i am, most of the time... but then i never know if that is just becuase i normally do have a happy and positive outlook in life...
basta.
right this moment.
i feel unhappy...
and it's going to be christmas tomorrow...
i am just simply lonely and unhappy... even if i know that i shouldn't really be...
maybe it's because... i never seem to really get what i wish for... which are simple things really...
sigh.
ewan.
im just unhappy...
i hope i snap out of this soon.