random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Tuesday, December 14

i think i have this horrible sickness... i just dont know what it is. for a long time now, ive been experiencing aches and pains, on my neck and shoulder, my right elbow, my right pointer finger (it hurts to flex it), that space between the left big toe and the toe beside it. i get cold easily. when i wake up, its such a pain because everything seems to hurt... i get bruises also that i cant explain. i hope its nothing serious, but damn, it feels like hell every morning. and the rest of the day im so squeamish... my eyes hurt too. sheeesshhh...

anyway, other than that, im pretty fine.
still in that to-love-or-not-to-love-really stage. i think by january i can make a wiser decision.

oh, acil pre-c updates!
it was soooo fun! i missed that rush of preparing for an event. i miss being responsible for something big. i miss ACIL. huhu. Kate's video almost brought tears to my eyes. hehe. a shame that i wont be able to go to area this saturday because of the ofc xmas party (which hopefully will bring the same rush as the pre-c), but maybe next year.
it was good to see all my friends also.
my batchmates (its good to hug people again), sheila (the sister bonding hasnt gone away thank God), nino (dr. love are u there?), and meeting new people also. nakakatuwa the old ones, its really nice to belong into something that spans decades.
one thing that i reeaalllyyy missed?
CAROLING. sooobrrraaa... i miss singing. i miss riding in the ACIL bus bonding with people. i miss dressing up for it. i miss visiting nice houses and eating lots of food. i miss leading other people and lifting their spirits up so that they can sing well. I MISS CAROLING. may mga caroling groups ba jan na i can join? sigh.

anyway, i know what to give my mom for christmas... a credit card! haha! hope she doesnt max it out nga lang or im dead. pero ok den lang. i hope she'll be happy with it.
sa sister ko, she asks a lot kasi e. kaya up to now i still have no idea.
i dont know who else to give gifts to. actually madami, pero i dont know if i have time pa. hmmm...
wait sige that's it for now. i have to, ummm... watch something pa. hehe.

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