ive been in the office since 815 am. i woke up at around 5am.
i feel so tired and sleepy and i dont want to be, and that makes me cranky... na i dont want to be cranky.
grrr.
i have work and i plan to be like Mike in Danielle Steel's The Promise.
haha.
im cranky and what do i refer to? a cheesy romance novel.
i am seriously hopeless.
the past three nights, ive treated myself to a mocha frappe every night, and i guess im so into torturing myself into spending more time awake, and thus, more time, thinking and eventually getting depressed... must be the caffeine... though that is not the effect caffeine has... my whole system is in revolt. wish i was too.
i hope this week will just fly by...
that i can drift through time unfeeling and, with that, half-alive.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.