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Monday, July 12

a lil depressed, a lil psyched

well, my plans with lily got cancelled cos she had to work OT cos she had to rush this pitch, whatever it is. advertising talaga is stressful i think. ayoko mastress. ahehe.
i got a 98 in one case. well, that's good enough kaso i expected a 100. sigh, i overlooked a page kasi.sayang.
i browsed thru PEx forums. saw something that really depressed me. P&G is one of the highest paying companies for entry level positions. well. i passed the test they administered kasi. but then, i didnt follow it up, didnt work at it. so im ryt here thinking what if what if id worked my ass off to get in P&G. e di id be earning double. sigh. oh well. now im thinking that opporutnity may have already passed me by. i mean, is there a chance for me to get in pa? or in any nice big company? sigh. ewan. actually, alam ko naman, the job i have, well, i was destined for it, seeing na im here now and im pretty happy and now im being "given" the opportunity to seek other avenues to grow (seeing as i have milliongs of seconds to waste).
Kit (aside from having DSL!!!!) hehe, conek, anyway, he's got a part-time raket as an encoder (why do they call it raket ba?!), flash maker (er, is that how it's called?) and web developer. cool, huh? wish i could get some sideline high earning job den. haha.
what else has depressed me ba? hay nako. i have this list na of things to buy for myself when the bonus comes. i bet i wont be able to buy half of them. i dont know nga, i think my mom has plans pa to do with my bonus. sigh. wish i could be an uncaring ungrateful bitch sometimes. haha. pero alam ko that wont be nice. i wont like being like that either. hayyy.
im psyched coz, though lily cancelled our plans, i got a back-up naman kagad, haha. kit and i are finally going to watch spiderman 2 (yep, loser.) and that's one of the few things im psyched about. i really hope i get my bonus soon. hay nako. di pa sha dumadating nagastos ko na sha sa utak ko. hayyy, people keep asking me how to save, and i give them lots of advice but i cant even do any of it.
im thinking of joining my tita's neighborhood paluwagan. un nga lang, they require 500 per week.... well, im seriously considering joining. para i can at least save and enjoy the perks from time to time. pero i dont know pa....
ano pa ba...
well, ive got nothing to do na as of the moment. hay nako. i bet tomorrow will be much worse, meaning masmaraming idle time.... sheeeeshhh

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