random thoughts of a semi-insane albeit charming little girl...

Thursday, June 9

wassap.

it's been awhile since nag-internet ako out of the office so i decided to make it a red-letter day! haha.
i went to school kanina, orsem pa pala. grabe parang sobrang tagal na when it was my orsem, and then when it was my turn na to be in the orgtours... hay i miss those days talga. now, there isnt anything half as fun as organizing events like that. maybe i should be an events organizer on the side talaga since i love this kind of thing. but then, hayyy...
anyway, i went sa school to get the 90's to 2000's research for the coffee table book. grabe kulang pa ang volunteer writers at ideas for that chapter. nakakatakot tuloy. but then i took the proactive approach yesterday and called up several profs from ateneo. they said yes naman un nga lang they dont know what to write about. well guess what?! neither do i!!!
man.
another anyway, i met up with ian ken kanina for lunch. tumaba na daw ako, tapos sabay bawi na i looked good pa ren naman. hanep kumambyo! hahaha. i know ive been saying this na ill diet and all pero i cant seem to find something that will really push me to do so. hayyy... i guess the biggest reason would be that it'd be easier to dress up in the mornings if i were thinner para i can wear those spags and tanks and whatever that shows my arms... i know im not fat. but then im not thin either. argh. this is media's doing!!! :(
hayyy... ian ken also shared with me the pains of being the panganay, which i sooo understand. he wants to do this something, his calling, kaso he cant because of the great expectations his parents have of him. it's not fair no? i mean, not only the reality of being the panganay, but also how our culture is. i mean, if i were in the states i would have moved out by the time i was 18 and lived my life according to how i wanted it! but then, i cant stand how liberated people in those country are sooo... hayyy. basta. im babbling na lang.
change topic. sana i could try internet na sa house. kaso there are a gazillion things that i have to do pa. one other reason why i took a leave kasi i have to clean the house tapos sangkatutak na chores before my mom gets home and finds out that we did zero of the chores when she was gone. promise. i have one week's worth of dishes to wash in the sink. buti na lang dadating ung tita ko tmrw to do the laundry. mara and i really are hopeless together. hahahah. now i realize why we're starting to miss our mom hahaha.
o sha this is pretty long na pala.

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