in the midst of all this confusion, what keeps one from giving up, breaking down, turning one's back from someone?
when what has acted as the bonding agent of a relationship no longer be permitted to exist, what is left to keep any kind of relationship going?
how is it ever going to work?
is it still blind faith, optimism or sheer masochism that keeps you from letting go?

and now... how the hell do i get home?