just finished working....
today is a day of sorts. i cant quite put in how this day really went for me, whether good or bad, i guess it's a matter of deciding whether id be optimistic or pessimistic.
i woke up with a really bad headache so i decided to call in sick for half the day. i wasnt about to miss working (haha) but really i didnt want to compromise my volume so i forced myself to still go to work. that's after washing the dishes and watering the plants (sheesshhh).
and then something happened at work that made me feel so depressed and insecure. i just kept in mind what Nes told me. all in God's time. and astually, when i think about it, do i really want to do THAT? haha. even if ive secretly been daydreaming and semi-obsessing about it a few days before, ive realized that im much happier with what im doing now. i know this makes no sense to you so ill just skip on to my next thought. :D
i got frustrated with this favor Kit was asking me to do, but really, it wasnt a real hassle i just felt so down so i felt even more harassed. but he made up for it by bringing me some hot chocolate (yum). though i was craving for a King Cone or any ice cream, that was good enough.
Plus, we had cocktails at the pantry today (although it was more of a food fiesta than just cocktails) and i had more than enough share of all the food - and the reusable baunans i kept in my bottom drawer came in real handy. my problem now is how to lug them back home.
anyway, ive managed to do about 6 companies today and i think that's good.
un nga lang kahinayang that i filed for a half day sick leave when in reality ive done a full 8 hours of work. and more. i just think i work better at night. sigh. oh well.
time to go home. i dont even know if there's still an FX going home... but then i love walking at night. cool air. not much people. underneath the stars.
sana lang ill be safe...